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2010-04-03T20:01:00.001+08:00

I'm married???

*wink wink*

Semua April Fool punya pasal.
Say Hi to Mr. Ammar aka Sengal Alam. HAHAHAH
LOL
*dah hilang rock aku pasal benda ni. Blush plak kau Juliet. Lempang sikit!*
Gedik kot aku sekarang ni. LOL
Adios.

p/s: i'm moving on from that person. tutp buku. bukak buku baru.

April Is NOT A Fool??? I've got FOOLED!

2010-04-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

Nangis lah! April FOOLED kate kan hahaha boooo! LOL

Sedap betul April Fool ni.
Hari kenakan orang LOL
Yelah memang seronok kenakan orang kan.
Macam aku. Aku kenakan orang yang bukan rapat sangat dengan aku. Sebab kalau yang rapat, diaorang boleh fikir aku kenakan diaorang.
Kena punya kenakan orang, and on that day...lima orang telah menjadi mangsa aku. Takpa, sikit je aku kenakan orang. Tak baik kenakan ramai-ramai.
Tapi.. ada seorang je hamba Allah ni yang berjaya mengenakan aku which is Mr.A
OMG! Jahat gila kot dia kenakan aku.
Walaupun perbuatannya simple namun he makes me fooled by his scary words. Gila hampeh.
Aku sememangnya manusia penakut dengan benda-benda tahyul iaitu hantu, pontianak and sewaktu dengannya akan cepat menggelabah bila orang cakap pasal benda yang seram. Orang usik aku sikit je pasal benda seram aku dah cuak.
Si Mr.A ni pula tak tahu aku ni penakut teramat and on that night aku alone and yang lain semua dah nyenyak tido and my room adalah bilik yang paling hujung ok! Isolated sikit. Kalau jerit pun bukan dengar. LOL
Dia dengan kejamnya mengusik aku untuk lihat ditingkap and dibawah katil.
Damn! Aku dah tak senang duduk. Kejap-kejap nak tengok cermin and tingkap.
And paling best.. Mr.A punya usikkan tu meninggalkan kesan yang membuatkan aku tak tido lena. Kejap-kejap dah bangun.
Esok malamnya, April Fooled ni dikenang oleh Mr.A dengan mengungkit kisah aku ketakutan.
Dangggg! Tamparan hebat buat aku sebab dia jelah orang yang berjaya kenakan aku LOL
So bangga kot mamat tu kenakan aku ni kan. LOL
Dah, lain kali April Fool's Day, aku taknak buat April tu jadi fool. Kesian dia ok.
Kena berhati-hati tahun depan. HAHAHA
Adios.

p/s: kerana April Fool, kita kenal awak LOL... Sengal alam!!! LOL

MAP Arts Festival;

2010-04-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

Location: Solaris Dutamas (new building near Soho KL)
Date: 27 and 28 March 2010
Time: 2.00pm until 9.00 pm

Ok, event ni aku pergi sehari je..On Sunday aku pergi sebab hari pertama aku lambat bangun. So kena tinggal.
Hari pertama was a blast and ada my college mate yang pergi but then tak dapat jumpa sadly. LOL
Hari Ahad pun apa kurangnya kan. Terbaik kot. Aku pergi dengan adik aku since dia kena jaga booth Cut Out Magazine with her lecturer.
I was impressed with the performance by Monoloque yang tak pernah mengecewakan aku.
Then poetry recital yang make me realize about something really BIG! :)
All hail to the poets! :)
The funniest songs about PERKAKAS performed by some talents makes me and my lil sis laugh like hell.
Jumpa Azmir, my Law senior dekat situ dating dating nampak. HAHAHA
All in all memang best and happening and the art was totally cool.
Rugi sesiapa yang missed that kind of event.
So next time, aku akan pergi lagi event macam ni.
Dahlah siap borong buku di Frinjan booth ok LOL
:)
For more photo, add me at Facebook.
Adios.

p/s: asyik promote facebook sendiri. LOL

Why I'm Stopping Writing On Blog?

2010-04-02T17:15:00.001+08:00

Ke-chubby-an terserlah kan? Location: Monrods Seksyen 12, Shah Alam.

Eh korang... rindu nak merepek disini! *huggies* LOL
Perasan tak yang aku dah lama stop kerap menulis segala update tentang apa jua mengenai aku? Perasan tak?
Well, if you guys really follow my blog, you guys realize that I'm not writing like I used to. Kalau dulu setiap hari ada entry baru. Now dah berminggu baru aku muncul balik.
The main factory is...TIME.
Makin nak masuk tahun kedua degree ni, makin lah aku busy dengan macam-macam hal.
Busy assignment, life, social life, family and kawan-kawan.
Plus, kerja freelance photographer yang tak menentu ni menyebabkan aku lebih banyak kejar job dari menulis disini. Sorry sangat walaupun sebenarnya aku rindu nak menulis lagi tapi tulah, masa cemburu kat aku. haishhh =.=

The MAIN, the most main factor sebenarnya adalah... I think my life here, on the cyberspace has been over-exposed by certain people..whick is stalker.
Stalker is an individual who are not welcome to read at my blog sebab diaorang ni kaki putar belit fakta. Yang tak ada, di ada-adakan. Terlalu banyak kisah aku disini yang personl which aku tulis nak kongsi dengan my true readers bukan untuk dijadikan bahan gossip. Tulah yang aku maksudkan dengan over-exposed. Pihak-pihak yang berniat tak baik yang dah over exposed blog ni. Nak buat macam mana, mereka lebih suka famous kan aku kot LOL
Tu yang aku rasa macam terganggu sikit mood aku nak menulis.
So, I wanna keep my private life private and only certain stories je aku kongsikan.
And nak cakap ke nak berkenalan lebih rapat, just add me at Facebook :) kan elok tu LOL

Aku bukan stop menulis selamanya tapi sekejap je :)
Busy..makin tua makin busy.
Plus, umur dah nak meningkat 21tahun this 9th April.
So..tenaga pun dah mula berkurangan. Yelah dah tua LOL.
See..aku dah merepek.
Oklah peeps, I promise myself and to you that I'll be writing here and still writing for you and my pleasure of reading :)
Banyak benda nak cerita sampai tak tahu nak mula dari mana LOL.
You guys take care :)
Jaga kesihatan dikala cuaca berubah-berubah ni.
And RIP Din Beramboi. The Malaysian will miss all your spontaneous jokes.
Adios.

p/s: death can come to your door and knocking just in a second. Damn!

Exam mood;

2010-03-13T20:50:00.001+08:00

15 March until 23rd March saya ada FINAL exam!
Wish me luck! :)
Nahhh gambar terbaru saya memetik my Bubu :)
Bukan terer pun.. Petik je LOL
Sayang korang semua
XOXO

p/s: gediksss tau ai sekarang..tapi still garang aumm!

Words 18;

2010-03-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

"Dulu kita kawan...kau yang cari pasal. Now, kau tak ada kawan and dengan menghasut semua orang, kau kawan dengan mereka atas fitnah kau. Kau tak patut cerita hal kawan baik kau sendiri kat orang. Kesian kawan baik kau. Menyesal aku kenal dengan orang putar belit penipu macam kau. And for all this time, semua cerita aku, kau cerita benda lain kat orang. Cerita-cerita buruk pula tu. Hai kawan makan kawan, hope kau sedar before karma do its job."
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: busy nak final exam semester next week. Sem ni aku banyak main je. So kena struggle sikit. especially subject Management and Law of Contract 2. Tu yang tak menulis. Life been hectic lately.

The Only Exception;

2010-03-10T14:04:00.001+08:00

"Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception"
-Paramore-

Yes, you are my exception.
Since our last long sms conversation, I tried to avoiding you but I can't.
The more I avoid, the more I think of you...
Because for me, you are my exception.
Hard to resist and cannot be avoid.
Damn.
Kenapalah ada dinding itu..dinding kisah silam kau yang membuatkan kau buta that you are belong with me.
Haishhh...

p/s: its hard to ignore you. enough said :)

Cry Me Out, Cry You Out

2010-03-02T22:58:00.000+08:00

You plus Me equal Bad Romance
Maybe You and Me doesn't meant to be
Aku nak give up but I can't
This feeling is too strong for YOU
But do YOU understand?
Gosh... I wish YOU understand.
But I will never back down and give up on OUR stories.
I will wait even it means forever.

p/s: soal hati perasaan memang COMPLICATED! hishhh...

Bye Bye February..its TOO late!

2010-03-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

Bulan CINTA dah lepas beb.
Bulan March ni bulan final semester tiga aku.
Hopefully aku lepas final exam with flying colours.
Seriously, bulan February ada ups and downs untuk aku.
Kerja banyak tertangguh sebab aku asyik sakit, demam and sakit lagi.
Antibodi dah kurang kuat macam dulu.
Mungkin kerana tua kot. HAHAHA LOL

Masa pun banyak terbuang sia-sia.
Sampai tak blog hopping kat korang punya blog pun.
Adakah blog aku ni patut di buang saja?
Ouhhh NO!
Kalau tiada BabyJane's Bla Bla Bla ni, mana lagi tempat aku nak bla bla bla?
Well, buku aku masih dalam sesi tergendala dek ke-busy-an belajar...assignment macam ASS sebab SUSAH and memerlukan perahan jus otak untuk menyelesaikan masalah legal ni HAHAHA
So..sebab itu blog aku entry sikit gila untuk bulan 2.

Its too late for me to wish goodbye untuk bulan 2 iaitu bulan cinta sebab cinta untuk aku tu masih samar-samar lagi.
Berat jodoh atau berat bontot aku ni? HAHA LOL
Yes...I'm love jinx.
Aku tak boleh stay long with someone more than 1 year.
Maybe Tuhan itu menemukan aku dengan lelaki-lelaki yang salah sebelum si Romeo untuk diri aku tiba and take me away from this love jinx affair. LOL

Ok merepek sudah.
People, kalau aku jarang comment blog korang tak bermakna aku lupa tapi aku selalu ingat cuma diri ini tiada masa nak kesana...walaupun jiwa dan minda dahagakan tulisan-tulisan hebat kalian.
Kadang kala aku pergi melawat tapi tak tinggalkan jejak.
Ingat tu :)
Pada new followers, welcome ke blog sampah ini.

Ouhh yaa chatbox akan di-instal semula tak lama lagi.
So nanti boleh lah tinggal pesan kalian.
Take care.
Lotsa love from me at capital city.
Adios.

p/s: saya ada rumah baru..anda? :P

A Song For YOU;

2010-02-27T12:50:00.001+08:00

p/s: kalau lah awak tahu hati saya ni macam mana.. please jangan hilang dari saya.

Words 17;

2010-02-19T11:04:00.000+08:00

"If you give me a chance, I mean...give us a chance, I will spend the rest of my life proving to you that you made the right decision."
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: saya rindu mahu menulis lagi tapi apakan daya, idea dah kering kontang... and sudah 4 hari saya demam. huhu

What the heck is Valentine's Day???

2010-02-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

Apa jadah Valentine's Day moron???
Aku pergi mandi manda kat Teluk Batik lagi sedap lah weyhh HAHA
:)
Even kalau ku ade boipren sekali pun, aku takkan sambut.
Seriously, if you love someone...cherish that person every single moment. Bukan tunggu fucking V-Day baru nak tunjuk. Duhhh!
And girls, please lah jangan jadi cheap sale sangat when it comes to boys sampai nak serah diri bagai. Have self-respect sikit lah ok.
Itu pesanan ringkas dari Doctor Cinta aka BabyJane The Juliet.
LOL
Adios.

p/s: ok, aku sebelum ke Teluk Batik ada singgah ke masjid untuk solat dengan berpakaian sopan seperti gambar diatas. Tapi adalah makcik senah mana entah pandang aku atas bawah like aku tak layak nak tunaikan kewajipan sebagai Muslimah. Apesal? Salah ke aku masuk masjid tu? Haishhh.. Or maybe dia admire T-shirt aku yang cantik tu kot LOL

Words 16;

2010-02-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

"I'm head over heels with slip-on, leather jacket and colourful pasmina. I'm IN LOVE with fashion nowadays"
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: sorry jarang menulis di blog dan sorry jarang mengomen blog kalian. hidup wa makin up side down lately... too much for me to handle. Soal hati perasaan lagi, soal kehidupan lagi. Haishhh!

Gambar-gambaran 2;

2010-02-11T12:07:00.000+08:00

Saya budak comot yang suka berjiwang lara. Nak kawan dengan saya? LOL :P

Aku camwhore.
Aku jiwang.
Aku suka menulis kisah lara.
Aku suka cakap pasal bad romance di Facebook.
Aku suka cakap kuat.
Aku suka jerit-jerit.
Aku tak sopan santun macam gadis bertudung diluar sana.
Aku tak reti cakap manja-manja.
Aku tak hebat main gitar.
Aku tak berapa nak cantik.
Aku happily chubby.
Aku ada kawan-kawan yang hebat.
Aku ada mereka yang buat aku ketawa sampai keluar airmata.
Aku ada kehidupan yang sangat bahagia.
Aku tiada boyfriend.
Aku cuma ada kawan baik.
Aku cuma ada scandal.
Aku sedar diri.
Aku tak suka angkuh diri.
Aku gila fashion.
Aku gila gadget.
Aku gila menulis sajak atau quote yang hopelessly romantic.
Aku fierce.
Aku respect orang.
Aku tak ada masa nak flirt around.
Aku cari sesuatu yang serious.
Aku benci bitch.
Aku benci penipu.
Aku benci tukang kata.
Aku sayang mereka, dia, family dan semua orang.

Jadi kau rasa kau nak kawan dengan aku tak?
Aku tak macam orang lain
Accept me for who I am cuz I'm just me though
:)

p/s: saya suka ada kawan-kawan baru. baru meriah hidup :D ehhh sorry lama tak menulis. busy lah.. nak cuti macam-macam kena buat. LOL

Gambar-gambaran 1;

2010-02-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

Kawan baru saya yang selalu buat saya mereng dan geli hati :P

Hari-hari ceria kerana semua ini.
Webcam, Youtube, kawan-kawan baik, kucing-kucing dan family opkos!
Orang tanya, kenapa saya single lagi sedangkan saya dah lama sukakan seseorang ini...kenapa saya tak mahu confess pada dia.
Bagi saya, lets fate do its job :)
Saya single sebab saya bebas, saya suka keadaan macam ni
Tapi hati saya hanya ada dia itu saja.
Kalau dia saya tak tahu...
Kawan-kawan, pray for me.
Dan kepada mereka yang sentiasa doakan saya gembira...TERIMA KASIH.
Saya dah gembira sangat :)
*sedih dahulu, gembira kemudian*
Adios.

p/s: saya selalu senyum-senyum sekarang. sakit jiwa kot LOL :)

Words 15;

2010-02-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

"Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt."
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: jarang update blog sekarang kerana kena study. result mid sem suam-suam kuku je LOL

Beijing;

2010-02-01T19:52:00.001+08:00

Hari Ahad keluar...assignment Management tertangguh.
Kononnya mahu outing mengambil gambar model but in the end terpaksa batal sebab model-model ada hal urgent.
So I'm stuck with my sengal lil sis and her funny girl friends.
Kelakar lah dua orang tu.
Adik aku of course sengal.
Her friends, Jaja memang masuk air.
I had agreat time with both of them lagi-lagi aku dengan Jaja sama-sama shopping leather jacket. HAHAHA
Betul-betul fashionista ni... LOL
Gila fashion and shoppaholic HAHA.
Anyway, I have a great weekend even though kerja photoshoot terpaksa batal lagi.
Happy "up coming" Chinese New Year.
Saya rasa macam mahu ke Beijing.
Siapa mahu ber-honeymoon bersama saya?
JOM!!! :)

p/s: I love Mexican, I love Mexican food... Ouhhh Taco! :)

Warm liking song (Being a single part)

2010-01-27T20:51:00.001+08:00

It's hard to fall in love, I mean it's easy to love somebody but the cover,
when this occur, it's pretty damn hard it's happen together and hardly
to get inside her heart, to get her perfect loyalty as she really wants me
this maybe could be, as if we're kissing we'll know what type person are

But I believe that the first love sight so totally amazing
It's only God's work, we can accept it or we can just let it go
and I believe when she said just me in her heart, but one day
I found there's another man with her

It goes for several times I got to rewind scene,
on how when I met her last year
I feel something on my shoulder and it's really heavy to carry on
and I keep wondering out how I want to beat him, cuz I want her back to me
Yeah, I want to beat him but there my best mates they told me

Now go up, look up to the sky, there are bugs fly,
there are more butterfly in this whole world
Just love it when you're in the blues

Well this is love

Song and lyrics by: The Bourjuis

Sesiapa yang pernah ditinggalkan kekasih, aku prefer kau orang dengar lagu ni.
Beat lagu dia catchy but lyrics dia tu memang memberikan aku inspirasi.
Dulu aku selalu dengar lagu ni masa tengah bercinta dengan Mr.C
Siap dia pernah nyanyi lagu untuk aku...last-last lagu ni memang sesuai untuk aku dengan dia but dia yang tinggalkan aku.
Pathetic lah sebab aku still ingat pasal our past but nahhh... i'm moving on.

Aku suka lagu ni part dimana dia kata "well this is love"
yeahhh..cinta tu memang complex. Kadang kala, someone intend to say the love us and one us in their heart but lastly, they cheating behind us.
Gampang bukan?
Ermm..entahlah. Aku dah selalu kena macam tu. Mungkin sebab aku terlalu baik sangat sampai diaorang pijak kepala aku. Mungkin.
Tak mengapalah, what past is past. Let it be.
Now, aku happy hidup single mingle and ber-scandal.
Dah dua bulan aku single ni...relax. aku nak tengok sejauh mana aku boleh stay single walau ada yang meluahkan perasaan kat aku tapi hati ni masih kering lagi kot.
Hidup macam ni dulu, berkawan dengan semua orang...my life is totally stress free and great :)
Well, what can I say, life can be beautiful even though you don't have someone shoulder to cry on...you have many peple to comfort you :)
But I never gonna stop searching for my Romeo :)
"Romeo...Romeo, where thou art?"

And people, please stay positive and keep your positive energy flowing.
Buang hasad dengki, senyum selalu and don't create problem or pergaduhan.
Make peace yahh :)
Adios.

p/s: mahu saja escape ke Vennice and Rome...cuti disana seorang diri :)

Faezah's Wedding;

2010-01-23T11:26:00.000+08:00

Reunion kawan-kawan SMK DIY...pecah satu dewan ni LOL

Dah lama aku nak upload gambar-gambar ni semua.
Tapi tulah banyak sangat kerja sampai lupa.
Tu baru teaser je...belum boleh aku kasi kat Faezah lagi.
Huhu...sorry lah Faezah. Banyak aku kena perbaiki untuk mendapatkan hasil yang terbaik.
Kerja mengedit memang leceh and memerlukan masa yang lama.
Amateur macam aku ni memang kena makan masa lama lah.
Sorry semua... :)
Saya akan perbaiki kelemahan ini.
If ada yang memerlukan photographer for any event, saya sangat berbesar hati jika anda memanggil saya :)
Thank you.
Adios.

p/s: tengok gambar wedding, saya pula mahu kahwin. LOL

Didn't Knock Me Down;

2010-01-22T15:10:00.001+08:00

"My middle finger raise up to give the haters some respect... take that or you want my fist do the talking?"
Hahaha thats my quote for haters.
Sorry lah, wa tak leleh lah dengan provokasi lu tu. Lu kalau setakat nak rapat dengan kawan-kawan wa sebab nak provok wa, wa tak heran beb!
Cehh apa cakap gitu ni.
Oklah, sebenarnya dalam kehidupan aku ni ramai gila kawan..kawan dalam kelas, luar kelas, dalam kolej...so hari tu ada mangkuk ayun ni tanya kawan aku macam ni "Ehh Iqa tu ada ke kawan?" Duhhh... silap orang lah minah lu tanya macam tu kan. Kawan aku pandang senget je kat minah tu.
Hidup aku tak dikelilingi oleh kelompok kawan yang sama..balik-balik pusing muka yang sama, macam minah tu lah. Kawan dia pun siapa je..lepas tu ada hati nak tanya aku gitu. Well...well I know your intention since kau gelak-gelakkan aku bila kawan aku cakap aku selalu keluar dengan kawan aku kan.
Aku bukan jenis suka menunjuk dengan siapa aku kawan.
Takkan aku nak keluar dengan kawan aku sampai kena post gambar kat kau kan.
Do you get it?
So tak perlu lah kau nak sibuk susah hati aku kawan dengan siapa.
Kau hidup je dengan hidup kau, dalam bebola dunia kau dan please jangan sibuk nak masuk hidup aku sebab kawan-kawan aku tak perlu parasit macam kau orang tu ok.

Oklah, dalam hidup aku...ramai yang aku kenal and most of them aku panggil kawan.
Yes, kawan yang only TRUE FRIENDS and yang mengenali aku dalam dan luar saja yang stay dalam hidup aku. Yang blah or backstabbing aku tu, hah! sahlah bukan kawan aku kan.
So...aku nak cerita sikit pasal kawan aku yang different types, different course and different from me but kitaorang still boleh stick together through thick and thin because we understand each other. Tapi tak semua lah aku mention or letak gambar sebab ramai sangat. This is part of my bff yang aku share apa saja dengan mereka.
Seriously, aku sayang mereka semua.
Tanpa mereka, hari-hari aku suram je :)
So haters, open your eyes.
Ini bukan entry menunjuk tapi sekasar nak share about my life sikit. Ok, whatever.

Sabrina Ayu
Kawan baik yang tersangat baik. Hidup mati. Aku kenal dia sejak darjah 5 ok..sama-sama hingusan dulu. Aku dengan dia banyak share macam-macam kisah, ups and downs..kisah mula-mula bercinta, kisah akhil baligh. HAHAHA in short memang banyak. Pengalaman best which tiap-tiap petang kitaorang akan kayuh basikal sama-sama then beli goreng pisang and duduk makan sama-sama kat taman permainan sambil tengok budak-budak kecik main sana sini. Lepas tu cerita pasal boyband, cerita pasal semua benda..termasuk kisah perasaan or luahan perasaan. In high school, aku lain sekolah dengan Ayu but kitaorang still manage time untuk jumpa, hangout, sembang dengan mak aku and mak dia...kitaorang takkan missed melawat masing-masing. Ayu ni lain dari aku sebab dia suka cerita Korean, aku pula suka cerita omputih. Lain sangat...banyak benda yang kami different. Aku ni girlish sikit bila dah besar walaupun masa kecik aku macam tomboyish sikit and Ayu ni dia normal. Mana-mana dia boleh jadi, tomboyish or girlish...but cita-cita kami sama. Nak jadi peguam. But she deserve more to be lawyers since dia ni best student and aku hanya average je. Maybe rezeki dia nak jadi cikgu and aku teruskan cita-cita kami. And until now, kami still berkawan. Dah nak msuk 11 tahun kitaorang berkawan, and our friendship still going on strong. Dia memang memahami aku macam mana. Tak pernah dia nak dengki or gaduh dengan aku pasal benda remeh. Kami dah macam adik beradik. Cubit peha kiri, peha kanan terasa sakit. Macam tulah :)

Rofariz Izwan
Ni mamat yang gila ni, kawan baik lelaki paling lama yang aku kenal. Aku kenal dia nak masuk 7 tahun, masa tu aku form 3 lah kan. Time tu aku tengah "naik" dalam social life. Bercinta dengan senior, pasang boyfriend sana sini..kira player gak lah aku tu. Poyo je time tu. HAHAHA. Then Fariz ni aku kenal dari ex aku because dia suka kacau time aku dating dengan hot guy sekolah aku. Haha. Yang kelakarnya sebab dia sengal sangat sampai aku tak sangka dia ada girlfriend sebab susah nak tengok dia dating. Sekali tengok, girlfriend dia hot gitu. HAHA. Kitaorang rapat sebab pasal ex aku, lelaki yang aku suka and sebab dia ni gila-gila macam aku...suka photography macam aku and music lebih kurang macam aku. So banyak same interest lah yang kitaorang share. Dia ni jenis kawan lelaki yang sangat caring. Pernah lah ex girlfriend dia which is bekas kawan aku juga hasut Fariz ni supaya tak kawan dengan aku tapi Fariz ni kawan yang baik dan lebih kenal aku macam mana, so dia ignore je cakap perempuan tu. And from that moment, kitaorang berdua makin rapat berkawan...kawan baik sampai sekarang. And aku sejak itu berhati-hati nak kenalkan perempuan dengan kawan baik lelaki aku sebab aku tak nak jadi macam tu lagi. Tak pasal-pasal je kan...haishh. Nasib lah si Fariz ni betul-betul mengenali aku. Dan sekarang kitaorang selalu contact, gossip pasal pasangan masing-masing, kongsi masalah and semua benda. Memang dia bestie aku. Terbukti :)

Firdaus Mohd
Ni aku kenal dia melalui Myspace. Haha seriously dia ni sengal yang amat lah. Sengal alam senang cerita. Suka kacau aku. Dari kacau-kacau tulah kitaorang jadi kawan yang paling rapat. Kalau tengok topfriend dia kt Myspace, aku je perempuan LOL. Kitaorang kongsi minat terhadap Bittersweet, The Last Shadow Puppets and of course Arctic Monkeys lah kan. Idola kami berdua tu. Aku pernah sakitkan hati dia once and twice termasuk tahun lepas but he seems never regret knowing me. True friends memang macam tu. Aku sayang dia Tuhan saja tahu lah kan. Kalau dia tak ada, kelam je dunia aku sebab dia selalu jadi penceria keadaan time aku sedih and aku pun jadi macam tu untuk dia. And aku selalu panggil dia "Pokcik bucukness saya" sebab kesengalan dia yang melampau. Dahlah gelak dia kelakar sangat ok. Kitaorang tak ada kongsi kawan yang sama, so hubungan persahabatan kitaorang ni free-haters lah gitu. Hehe. Apapun, dia ni my charming bff :)

Luna Abdullah
Ni pun kawan baik aku yang aku kenal dari Myspace. Goshhh kerana Myspace lah aku kenal ramai great friends and people. Macam Luna ni, aku mula-mula kenal boyfriend dia at that time and boyfriend dia tu ajak aku join organize event. So dari situ kenal Luna masa meeting pasal event. Oleh kerana Gitar Karen Fest in 2008 tu, aku kenal Luna lebih rapat. Lepas event kitaorang lepak bersama dengan Hanna sekali and overnite bersama Luna and Ajam Dichi Michi. And from that moment kitaorang dah jadi bff. Then kitaorang lepak pergi event lain and sekarang dah jarang sangat jumpa sebab masing-masing busy dengan kehidupan sendiri. Kitaorang lain tempat belajar so time table tak sama and susah nak jumpa but still friendship kitaorang berdua tetap macam dulu sebab persefahaman and minat yang sama kitaorang. Luna ni birthday dia awal sehari dari aku...dah kira dia ni macam kakak aku lah sikit. hehe. Aku dengan Luna selalu kongsi masalah and soal perasaan bersama. Senang cerita, tak ada Luna, there's no Baby Jane :)

Hanna
Ni lagilah aku sayang juga macam aku sayang Luna sebab kerana Luna lah aku kenal cik Hanna yang cun lagi baik hati ni. Lepas event Gitar Karen tu, kitaorang lama tak jumpa but selalu contact dekat Myspace je. Then jumpa kt Bale@13 after that lama gila aku tak jumpa dia and tahun lepas masa Rantai Art kitaorang jumpa. Tu pun kejap sangat. Sedih je...but aku faham, masing-masing busy kan. Janji jumpa...kan Hanna kan :) Macam aku dengan Luna, macam tu lah aku dengan Hanna. Kitaorang banyak kongsi kisah kehidupan and since kitaorang dari background yang berbeza, banyak benda kitaorang kongsikan. Aku respect Hanna ni sebab dia tak pernah lupa kawan-kawan dia sebab boleh kira dengan jari lah berapa kali kitaorang jumpa. Bukan perjumpaan tu penting tapi thought that count :)

Ezzah
Haaa...ni pun aku kenal dari Luna and Myspace. Ouhh Myspace dizaman dahulu kala memang a place for friends. Cuma sekarang je jadi a place for stalker and posers LOL. Ezzah ni someone yang manja lah bagi aku but walaupun dia lain dari aku but we have the same interest in music. Kitaorang kongsi minat berblogging juga. And she's become my bff sebab kitaorang takda perasaan hasad dengki and saling support each other even though kitaorang jauh tapi kawan kan..sehati sejiwa gitu. Selalu kitaorang kongsi masalah cuma sekarang ni busy dengan life but still contact each other kat facebook. Kalau ada event hebat kat KL Ezzah mesti turun. So kalau dia turun kitaorang akan jumpa if tiada aral melintang. Macam Rantai Art baru-baru ni. I've met her and entah bila nak jumpa lagi...but babe, you always gonna be my BFF :)

Ain and Sha
Pada mulanya aku kenal Sha je then lately baru rapat dengan Ain sebab selalu contact dekat Facebook. Aku kenal mereka berdua ni in December 2008 and at that time aku dalam last semester foundation in law. And masa tu dah nak masuk 2009 and adik aku kerja part time dekat Shah Alam. And Sha and Ain datang tempat kerja adik aku tu nak tanya adik aku pasal event semua and adik aku kenalkan aku dengan Sha and Ain. Masa tu I thought mereka bukan budak sekolej but they are and ambil course yang lain dari aku which is medic. And mereka ajak aku join organize gig since aku kenal beberapa orang untuk gig tu then memang kena dengan minat aku yang suka organize event, aku pun setuju. Kitaorang lalui macam-macam dugaan yang try renggangkan hubungan kitaorang but the three of us until now stick together like sisters. Banyak cerita aku yang aku lalui bersama diorang and so do they.

Walaupun mereka berbeza dua tahun lebih tua umur dengan aku, namun kitaorang takda rasa jurang pun. Rasa dekat saja. Aku senang kawan dengan mereka sebab banyak benda yang aku belajar and aku boleh kenal and nilai. Itulah Ain dengan Sha :)

Ekal, TJ and Memen...they "gay"

Oklah, trio gila ni selalu buat aku gelak dengan telatah diorang. HAHA. seriously, kalau duduk dengan diorang boleh gelak je sebab lawak mereka tu sangat slumber. Perli tapi best. Haaa macam tu but at the same time diorang ni lelaki paling gentleman sekali tahu :) seriously ini bukan puji sebab kawan baik tapi hakikat aku berkawan dengan diorang.

Aku kenal Ekal masa tu time orientasi nak masuk foundation in law kat MSU. Masa tu hujung tahun 2007 after aku habis belajar di UNiSEL. Aku orientasi waktu tu aku nampak Ekal dihantar oleh mak dia, siap salam cium tangan lagi, nampak macam mummy's boy je tapi sekali kau..haha hardcore syialll LOL. Masa dalam orientasi tu tak tegur sangat sebab lain group and Ekal pun nampak macam sombong tapi bila habis orientasi, aku add dia dekat Myspace then borak-borak and dari situ rapat lah. Dulu dengan Ekal ni ber-i ber-you tapi sekarang kau aku je sebab dah rapat kan. HAHAHA. And aku pun share same interest dengan Ekal pasal music and event ni..tu yang jadi rapat

TJ pula aku kenal masa orientasi yang sama dengan Ekal...dia dengan datang lambat muka malu-malu je berdiri kat depan. Aku best je gelakkan dia sebab dia macam malu-malu kan. HAHA sorry TJ. Then, dia ni satu group dengan Ekal. Masa tu aku tak tahu dia ni ada band yang famous tu until aku percaya sebab terserempak dengan dia time dia perform atas stage bersama band dia kat satu event yang aku kesana untuk berjumpa Luna sayam. And so...from that moment lah aku percaya dia ni dengan band yang famous tu LOL. Kitaorang rapat sebab aku minat tolong dia jadi model aku untuk pertandingan photography kat kolej last year which I won lah kan... LOL. Ekal yang ajak dia sebab aku suruh Ekal ajak kawan-kawan dia. Tu yang dia bawa TJ and makin kenal bila aku ajak band dia untuk perform for YXC first gig.

Memen pula aku kenal masa mintak tolong jadi model untuk pertandingan photography yang aku join tu. Memen ni orang akan nampak dia macam pendiam or mamat jambu padahal kalau kenal dia and lepak sekali, confirm ketawa sebab kata-kata dia lembut je tapi pedas. HAHAHA. Dia ni macam adik-adik sikit sebab tak matang macam Ekal dengan TJ... so tu yang kalau dia cakap aku macam nak gelak je. hahaha kelakar lagi-lagi kalau dia bertekak dengan Ekal. LOL

Diorang bertiga ni aku labelkan sebagai "Gay Yeahh Yeahh Yeahh" sebab diorang selalu bertiga kemana saja. Kalau tak bertiga, Ekal dengan TJ, tak pun Memen dengan Ekal. Tapi selalu aku jumpa mesti bertiga je kan. HAHAHA. Diorang ni lah penyeri hidup aku sampai tahap aku clash dengan ex aku dulu, aku mengadu kat Ekal dengan TJ yang tengah study di library. Hahaha mengada kan aku. Ahhh kongsi perasaan masa tu dengan diorang then kongsi perasaan dengan Memen di Myspace. Macam-macam aku kongsi kisah dengan diorang yang "gay" ni. Hahaha. Seriously, mereka the light of my life gitu LOL

Assilah and Tasha (kakak-kakak saya aka the diva)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *gelak dulu*
Bukan apa, oleh kerana mereka ni selalu buat aku gelak, tu yang aku gelak je. Mulanya aku tak rapat dengan diorang ni walaupun sekelas. Masa tu short semester pertama degree law aku. Diorang ni selalu berdua and aku pun berdua je dengan Ainaa and since aku ulang alik dari KL, aku jarang ke kelas yang hanya satu subject pada semester pendek itu. So tak adalah rapat dengan diorang sangat. Start semester panjang yang pertama degree, aku rapat dengan diorang berdua ni sebab mereka selalu tolong aku and aku tolong diorang...kitaorang pula dalam satu group sketch English yang sama and bersepakat menarik diri sebab kemalasan...LOL. Dari situlah kitaorang makin hari makin rapat dah macam unseparateable. Hari-hari hangout lepas kelas, bising-bising and share opinion about fashion, shopping, makan semua girlish stuff. The things I like about the two of them ialah mereka sangat matang and tak kisah pasal orang dok sibuk mengata buruk pasal aku sebab bagi mereka, mereka kenal aku macam mana and terima kawan mereka seadanya...thats why aku boleh masuk dengan diorang berdua ni. And mereka ni bukan jenis suka menggedik or jadikan diri itu bimbo ke apa ke and they don't care what people say about them sebab diorang ada perkara yang lebih baik untuk peduli. And aku share pelbagai kisah suka and duka dengan diorang and I trust them sebab aku tahu mereka siapa. My divas... :)

Ainaa Yasyira

Ni kira bff aku lah..paling-paling bff dalam kelas.
Aku kenal dia masa orientasi untuk degree. Masa tu kitaorang je berdua budak law and yang lain budak business and engineering. Aku mula-mula teragak-agak nak tegur dia sebab dia ni nampak pendiam je kan. Last-last tegur jelah sebab kitaorang je budak law...so takkan nak menyombong kan. Sekali dah cakap, kitaorang boleh ngam gitu. LOL. Dia ni korang maybe akan ingat sombong atau pendiam tapi tak. Dia cuma jenis tak suka bercampur social ni. Dia lebih prefer kawan dengan beberapa orang sahaja dari ramai orang since banyak kes dengki-dengki ni kan. Aku banyak kongsi segala kisah aku dengan Ainaa and she's a good listener and gossiper too. Hehehe. Suka bergossip dengan Ainaa ni sebab dia pun memahami apa yang aku rasa. Walaupun aku jarang sukakan gossip, tapi kami berdua gossip kalau rasa nak gossip saja bukan hobby and bukan gossip sampah semua tu. LOL. This girl memang genius and semester lepas dia score 4flat untuk semua subject and memang gempak result dia. So aku banyak belajar dengan dia bila aku tak faham...and kitaorang selalu tanya sesama kitaorang if tak faham. Kongsi ilmu tu kan namanya kawan... :)

Fairah

Dia ni macam minah Raja Lawak dalam kelas aku. Kalau dia serious pun masih lagi dalam nada lawak and dia always ketawa and buat orang ketawa. Kalau orang nak marah pun tak jadi sebab dia akan buat orang tu ketawa. Walaupun dia nampak gila-gila tapi jangan sangka dia ni biasa saja. Dia kira pandai juga dalam kelas aku tu...sepatutnya lah aku panggil Fairah ni kakak tapi disebabkan rapat sangat, aku lebih biasa panggil Fairah and dia tak nampak macam kakak pun. LOL. Pendek kata dia ni kelakar. Kalau dia join sekali dengan Tasha and Assilah, aku dengan Ainaa jadi mangsa gelak sajalah. Selalunya gelak tu mesti yang paling havoc punya gelak. Kalau tak ada Fairah dan lawaknya itu, confirm aku tak matang lagi macam sekarang. LOL

Sakinah

Aku kenal Kina masa tu di meeting club dan persatuan kat kolej. Dari situ aku kenal dia biasa saja. Kitaorang jadi rapat sebab banyak mengaitkan kawan yang sama and kisah yang sama. Suka cakap dengan Kina sebab walaupun she's younger than me but dia matang dari aku lah. Kata-kata dia ni penuh dengan nasihat and dia tak macam budak lain yang sama umur dengan dia. Siapa yang berkawan dengan Kina ni mesti seronok sebab walaupun dia ni berlatar belakangkan famili yang berada and taraf tinggi but dia tak pernah kedekut and tak menunjuk. Dia selalu rendah diri and lebih suka jadi orang yang orang tak kenal siapa dia kat kolej. Dia selalu jadi pendengar setia aku dengan Ain and she like my sister from another parents gitu :)

Apapun kalau Kina tak ada, suram hidup gossip menyotong kami LOL

Jiher O'Connor aka Silly Jiher

Dia ni kira baya dengan adik aku tapi dia dah macam bff aku ok. Aku mula-mula kenal Jiher ni masa tu double date aku dengan si Mr.C and Jiher dengan buah hati dia waktu tu si Mr.Oren. HAHAHAHA kalau ingat balik mahu gelak terbahak-bahak aku dengan Jiher ni. Dan thanks to both loser, aku dengan Jiher jadi bff dah sebab we hate the same jackass..bak kata Jiher.

Jiher ni memang macam adik-adik lagi but seronok lah berkawan dengan dia sebab dengan kelakar dia tu and kuatan carutan dia tu buatkan aku nak gelak je. Jiher sekarang dah pakai tudung kan kan kan :) and dah ada buah hati baru iaitu Ajik Valensi HAHAHA. Aku dengan dia dah kongsi macam-macam kisah dari kisah jackass sampai kisah aku dengan ex-ex aku and kisah sedih kami. Tak ada Jiher, bosan tahu hidup ni. Kan Jiher kan? LOL. Kitaorang share minat music yang sama and minat menulis yang sama. What can I say more, this girl is my bff. Enough said.

Amar Faiz aka BB

Last but not least, si BB ni. HAHAHA kenapa panggil BB, aku pun tak faham. Sejak aku kenal dia memang nama dia BB.

Perkenalan aku dengan BB bermula masa aku jumpa budak band dia untuk YXC first gig. Masa tu jumpa kat Laundry Bar. Padahal tak kenal pun tapi sembang macam kenal je. Aku suka tengok BB ni gelak...dah lah sweet je kan dia cakap lepas tu gelak pun sweet. HAHAHA. Kelakarnya dia ni lawak dia sangat slumber. Kalau duduk dengan dia, mesti kita yang terkena dengan lawak dia. Apapun dia selalu nasihatkan aku dan banyak jadi pendengar kisah aku. Tu yang aku suka tu sebab dia tak pernah jemu mendengar and tak lupa kawan dia. BB, memang best kawan dengan you lah.. LOL. Kerana dia juga lah banyak benda aku faham tentang lelaki. Thanks BB :)

Itulah kisah aku dengan kawan-kawan aku. Ni baru suku je. Ni pun mereka yang betul-betul rapat dengan aku. Yang lain ramai lagi... Kalau nak senaraikan panjang gila. Kawan-kawan dekat facebook macam Dato, Tan Sri, Ramzul, Andy, Zackh, Kak Shira, Kak Fiza, Fatin Nabilah, Sis Adinda Anne, Adinda Atiqah, Didi.Lola and ramai lagi...nak sebut pun ramai ni. Hehe.

Aku hargai setiap satu friendship kalian sebab tanpa kau orang siapalah aku ni.

True friends are forever.

And haters, stop talking about me not having friends. I have plenty of TRUE FRIENDS which aku jenis tak suka nak kecoh or tunjuk depan muka kau. So enough talking and start thinking about yourself aite haters.

Yang pernah jadi kawan aku tu, terima kasih daun keladi tapi kau tak layak jadi kawan aku kalau aku sendiri pun kau tak kenal and tak percaya.

Kawan-kawan ini lah hidup aku...

Aku sayang kalian semua.

:)
Adios

p/s: thanks kepada followers yang baru. Hai kawan-kawan blogger :)

Words 14;

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"There's nothing more valuable than having someone in your life that reminds you of who you are... FRIENDS"
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: later ada post pasal kawan-kawan yang saya sayang... auwww :)

Short thought;

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Fall in love with ME, love.
:)

p/s: two days ago aku berdebat pasal cinta dan relationship dekat facebook. wahhh.. nanti aku ceritakan segala apa yang aku kaji. but please don't jugde because all the thought is from my point of view and people have different kind point of view right? :)

Tabahnya...If I'm that strong;

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Idola :)

Cuba kau orang baca entry terbarunya... http://puisitepijalan.blogspot.com/2010/01/senyuman-pagi.html

Words from me(taken from my Facebook status): tabahnya seseorang itu bila ada yang menghentam dia depan belakang...menghentam kejap kemudian senyap kemudian sambung lagi hentaman, namun dia tetap berdiri teguh, tak cepat melatah dan mengalah. dia melawan dengan senyum dan terus senyum..hembusan kata-kata juga tak keji seperti si penyerang. lembut saja tetapi sia...pa yang memahami situasinya, tahu apa isi hatinya. hai..tabahnya.

Aku bukan nak cakap Fynn Jamal itu mulia ke apa sampai tiada orang boleh mencemuh dia atau mengkritik dia or back up dia but she's a human being for God's sake. Dia ada rasa suka dan tak suka pada sesuatu. Kalau kau tak suka kata-kata dia yer Anon, kau tak payah baca. Kalau status update dia di Myspace menyakitkan mata kau Anon, kau hide. Bukan susah...Facebook kan canggih. Duhh.
Kau nak jadikan dia issue pakai tudung kejap tak pakai kemudian kau jadikan issue dia ramai orang backup, kau ada masalah dengan itu semua ke? First, kalau kau tak suka dia pakai tudung kemudian bukak, who are you to judge? Mungkin she's not ready to do it. Benda semua ni tak boleh dipaksa. Janji segala suruhan Allah yang wajib di laksanakan seperti solat 5 waktu. Kau buat ke? I'm not judging you but I just saying this according to what you write on those comment.
Then kalau kak Fynn Jamal tu ramai orang back up dia, why? Kau dengki sangat ke?
Orang back up dia sebab she's innocent. Dia tak buat benda yang salah pun.
Salah kah dia menyuara kan pendapat dia?
Anon, kalau kau singgah ke puisitepijalan tu, reveal yourself. setakat kasi hint kau tu siapa, tak best lah. Bak kata mat rempit "Lu takda 'telur' kaa nak tunjuk siapa lu bhai?Pandai cakap pandai lah mengaku"
So kalau kau bagus sangat tunjuk diri sebenar. Apa barang guna Anonymous tu. Let everyone know who's talking big tu :)

Oklah pembaca sekalian...
Tujuan aku tulis ni, nak menyuarakan something that everyone should learn.
Bukan aku nak mengajar tapi nak kongsi pengalaman aku.
Aku pernah dicemuh di blog sebab aku tulis apa yang aku tak suka.
Dicemuh oleh poser yang menyamar menggunakan fake name, anonymous dan sebagainya.
I've been through that, done with that.
Now still...aku dicemuh, dihina. But lantaklah...I don't even care about it.
Sebab buang masa melayan perangai kurang siuman haters ni.
Sebab benci mereka tu sampai apa kita tulis pun dia nak amik tahu.
Seperti Fynn Jamal, dia tak melatah pun namun hati siapa tak saki kalau hal peribadi dia orang nak sebut. Namun segala kata-kata yang dia gunakan lembut saja.
Aku tak setabah seperti idola aku itu. Seriously tak.
Kalau aku dah lama si Anon tu kena maki.
Hai...ada rupanya manusia tabah macam tu.
Entahlah, dalam dunia ni makin ramai manusia sampah.
Sampah dimana mereka tu seperti parasit...perosak keadaan. Perosak jiwa.
Agaknya dia mahu buat sampai Fynn Jamal tu menangis kot baru dia puas hati.
Haishhh entahlah.
Zaman jahiliah aku dulu, aku pernah kena teruk dengan sekumpulan bitches ni yang aku tak tahu apa yang mereka dengki sangat dengan aku.
Kalau iya pun dulu aku jahat pergi clubbing pun, kuat enjoy sana sini, main-main dalam belajar tapi aku tak main lelaki...dan oleh kerana itu aku dicaci, dan dihina.
Berjaya mereka buat aku menangis dan tinggalkan universiti itu Fuhhh..nasib habis.
Aku down sangat waktu itu and menangis tak henti.
Aku mengadu dengan ibu aku and hanya dia yang aku bolh percaya waktu itu.
Aku dekatkan diri kembali kepada Allah and dari situ aku dapat hidayah berubah.
Sejak itu, aku kuat.
Aku tak peduli kata keji mereka dan sampai sekarang...makin meningkat umur, makin ramai yang tak matang. Gelak sajalah yang aku mampu melihat gelagat si haters.
So kalau siapa yang have been through this or sedang melalui semua ni, be strong.
Find the inner self of yours to get the spirit.
Kita semua kuat.
Dan mesti kuat melawan mereka si sampah.
And, please...blog ini atau dimana saja social network adalah tempat public.
Sebagai negara demokrasi, kita semua ada hak untuk bersuara.
Tapi biar suara itu yang elok saja. Kalau bersuara tak mencemuh orang, tak mengapa. Kita ada hak menyuarakan pendapat tapi biar pendapat tu berisi bukan sebab kau dengki atau benci.
Slander itu salah disisi undang-undang mahupun agama.
Seperti juga kata-kata menjatuhkan orang. Its wrong morally and legally.
Think about that.
Adios.

p/s: ini kali terakhir aku ulas pasal semua ni. so hope tak perlu aku ulas lagi :) terima kasih kepada semua dan rakan-rakan...di Myspace, Blogger or Facebook. ILY :)

Words 13;

2010-01-16T14:59:00.001+08:00

"There are three types of people you'll meet:
One, the one you should have never met.
Two, the one you should never have let go of...
And three, the one you've been looking for your whole life."
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: true isn't it :)

Another lesson to LEARN;

2010-01-15T14:16:00.002+08:00

Oppssiee saya cakap lagi :)

Baca artikel ini dulu. It was from yesterday Metro paper.
http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Mudahterpedaya/Article

And this is my comment that I post on Facebook status update yesterday. Gila panjang LOL
"today news on Metro really makes me laugh. Girls, please..kau dah belajar tinggi-tinggi dekat universiti, ambil course gempak2 lagi but still you are dumb not as you look. kau kenal strangers dari laman web social like Myspace, FB, Friendster and by looking at their friends and looks or family background kau assume dia baik. Hello, nowadays people rambut pun dah color lain-lain, niat di hati lagi lah macam-macam. Tak semua lelaki kat dunia ni baik dan tak semua jahat. Kalau baru kenal dah ajak bercinta bagai, siap ajak pergi rumah semua, do you expect him to be a good men? Good men doesn't mean he have good intention towards you. Please, use your goddamn brain. Jangan mudah serahkan segalanya ok. Take this is a lesson to learn. Jangan nanti dah termengandung lepas tu baru nak mengadu kat newspaper. And that time I was like talking to you and say "Bohoo! Its your fault at first place girl. tak guna dah nak menangis or mengadu dalam paper semua ni." Ok, sekarang kita jadikan ini pengajaran. Guys, not all girls you can deceive. A girl like me won't fall into game like that because thank you God, I'm still a girl who can think with this brain that Allah gave to me. So friends, please..girls especially take this as a lesson for today."

Bukan aku nak judge kehilafan mereka but terang-terang mereka saja yang mampu menyelamatkan diri sendiri dari hanyut dilembah noda.
Seriously dude, kau belajar tinggi-tinggi tapi kerana nafsu kau boleh jatuh macam tu.
Mana iman, mana Allah dalam hati kau?
Hanya kita boleh lawan nafsu sendiri. Kalau mereka tak mengalah pada nafsu sendiri, benda macam ni tak jadi.
Nak salahkan sang lelaki yang memperdaya pun tak boleh juga...sebab siapa suruh perempuan tu layan. Kenal lelaki mana-mana entah dari laman web social pula tu, lepas tu senang-senang percaya. And please jangan nak blame social network sites pasal benda ni. If you know how to take care of yourself, this situation won't happen.
I'm seriously not judging but this is my opinion.
Kau duduk and fikir..betul tak apa aku cakap ni.
Lepas ni, please yer wahai gadis-gadis think before you act. Jangan kerana suka cinta kau serahkan segalanya.
Ingat Allah, ingat mak bapak semua.
Yang lelaki, please..kalau desperate sangat nak "main", "ayam" bersepah kat luar sana. Lorong haji Taib banyak...tinggal pilih je. Kalau nak yang free, bohsia pun banyak. Choose and take. Jangan nak burukkan lama social yang orang lain jadikn tempat nak mencari kenalan baru dan lama itu.
So fikir-fikirlah.
Guna akal pemberian Allah itu.
Adios.

p/s: wahhh lama tak bebel macam ni kan. Macam ustazah betul LOL

Your lesson to LEARN!

2010-01-14T13:50:00.001+08:00

Ini baru kau definisi kan sebagai COOL LOL

"Ibu saya cakap, before kita mengeji orang itu buruk hodohnya, kita perlu cermin diri kita dahulu. ibu saya cakap, kalau setakat cakap belakang-belakang orang itu pengecut... ibu saya cakap, orang yang suka mengeji orang sebenarnya dia berselindung disebalik kekejian diri sendiri. jadi kesimpulannya, sudah-sudah lah. ...people know who you are. Allah Maha Mengetahui kau itu siapa :)"

So to that person, I mean the person who I called as stalker aka G** aka orang yang konon bajet alam warak segala itu aka orang disebalik topeng itu aka hipokrit itu....sudah-sudah lah.
Kau nak sebarkan kat semua geng kau tu aku ini apa saja, silakan. You know the consequences of your words and action? Kau yang dapat malu, kau yang dapat dosa.
Siapa kau nak mengeji orang?
Dia yang kau keji itu, kalau kau berada ditempat dia, apa perasaan kau? perasaan family kau bila dapat tahu?
Oleh kerana itu, kau label kan aku anjing. Kau tahu kau lebih hina dari anjing?
Kau tu makhluk Nabi Lut yang patutnya diterbalikkan oleh bumi dan ditanam sampai mati.
Itu yang layak buat kau.
Sedar tak kau siapa sebelum mengeji orang?
Kalau tak sedar lagi, aku berdoa semoga Allah sedarkan kau. Kembalikan kau ke jalan yang benar.
Ingat tu, setiap perbuatan kita ada akibatnya.
Mungkin kau boleh gelak sakan dengan geng kau sekarang dude, but kun fa ya kun... With blink of the eyes, sekejap je gelak itu bertukar jadi tangisan.
Jangan waktu itu kau nak menyesal.
Better you repent, mengucap sebab segala kata-kata yang kau hembus terhadap orang itu terlalu keji...keji sangat. Terlalu keji dari mulut seseorang yang dosanya dilaknat oleh Allah S.W.T.
Aku bukan lah baik sangat tapi aku tidak sekeji itu sehingga melabelkan makhluk ciptaan Tuhan sebagai anjing atau mendoakan dia mati cepat.
Kita siapa, alim kah, warak kah, bagus kah akhlak kita sehingga mahu labelkan hamba Allah dengan sedemikian rupa.
Aku harap semoga kau sedar.
Sejahat-jahat aku ini pun, aku tak jadi kaum nabi Lut. Aku tak berpura-pura aku ini baik. I am who I am. Itu yang kau nampak, itu lah aku. Kalau kau kenal aku, kau lebih tahu aku bagai mana.
Its all I can say.
This is a lesson for you to learn.
Semoga segalanya akan berpihak kepada kebenaran. Amin.
Adios.

p/s: ouhhh entry ini aku tujukan kepada lelaki. yang stalker tu tak perlu buang masa gossip2 pasal aku dehhh. aku tak ada pun cakap pasal kau. jaga tepi kain sendiri sudah.

I'm too young for my age;

2010-01-13T20:20:00.000+08:00

Auwwww auwww :P

Pagi tadi after second last paper, Alternative Dispute Resolution, my mum picked me up in front of college and dalam kereta aku sembang lah dengan ibu aku.

Me: Ibu, macam mana nak daftar SPR?
Ibu: kenapa?
Me: Yelah Iqa kan tahun ni dah 21tahun, so nak daftar lah. Nanti boleh mengundi.
Ibu: 21tahun ni? Ehhh bukan kamu baru 20tahun ke?
Me: *hilariously laugh* Ibu. Iqa ni dah 21tahun lah 2010 sama dengan 21tahun.
Ibu: yeker?kamu lahir tahun berapa?
Me: 1989. Tahun lepas 20tahun, tahun ni 2010 sama dengan 21tahun.
Ibu: ouhhh lupa. tak nampak macam 21tahun pun.
Me: *laugh* awet muda.
Ibu: tak matang lagi..ingatkan baru 20tahun.
Me: *laugh* macam mana nak daftar SPR? nak mengundi nanti susah daftar lambat-lambat.
Ibu: try tengok internet.
Me: LOL.

Cehhh ade ke my mum thought that I'm 20 years old this year?
HAHAHA
Apesal? Adakah aku nampak muda berbanding umur aku yang dah meningkat ni?
Kalau nampak muda tak mengapa, kalau nampak tua tu yang menakutkan.
HAHAHA.
Ibu, you just made my day.
Auwww :P

p/s: rahsia awet muda?senyum dan gelak selalu. LOL

Words 12;

2010-01-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

"I'll put your name on a golden star.

So that all the angels can see, how much you truly mean to me."

-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: tak suka exam lepas tu tiada gap. direct 4 hari. nasib ni mid term. kalau final saya boleh "mati". damn!

Fever beaver;

2010-01-10T20:15:00.000+08:00

I'm having Mid Term exam until Thursday.
Sorry peeps.
There will be no update until exam is OVER!
Wish me luck.
Adios.

p/s: siapa yang cipta sistem exam ni? huhu

All I can say;

2010-01-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

Opsssieeee LOL

Aku tak tahu lah...
Ade segelintir umat ni yang jenis suka stalk blog orang lepas tu terasa lepas tu marah-marah siap nak gaduh semua apehal?
Its happen to my bff actually. Kesian sangat. Its kinda pathetic anyway.
The story is like this.
Kawan aku hidup agak lone ranger sebenarnya. Dia jenis bukan macam aku, kuat ber-social sana sini. Dia jenis suka buat hal sendiri.
And her life mostly revolved around studies, family, close friends and her blog.
So dia ada blog and suka menulis apa yang dia rasa kat blog dia.
She study at one of Maktab Perguruan kat Malaysia ni. Which one I shouldn't mention for the sake of that place.
Aku pun tak suka dia masuk sana because she deserve to enter UM since her SPM result is totally excellent.
But dia masuk juga so aku pun sokong lah.
Dia tak ramai kawan and her only long time friend yang kenal dari sekolah rendah and masih rapat ialah aku je...so aku macam tempat nak hilangkan tension dia.
Dia minat menulis and dia tulis lah blog and blog dia macam blog aku. Cakap apaa saja yang kau mahu katakan as long as kau tak mention nama and jatuhkan air muka dia dengan publish nama dia..like public diary lah kan.
Tapi budak-budak maktab dia agak extreme...extreme yang melampau.
Dimana setiap isi terbaru blog kawan aku ni diaorang akan sebarkan and siap print lagi kalau diaorang nak tak puas hati.
Padahal aku sendiri baca tulisan kawan aku tu, bukan dia maki pun cuma luahan perasaan je. Tak mention nama pun.
Padahal kawan aku punya blog tu bukan lah ramai sangat orang baca. Dia pun tak adalah kecoh-kecoh pasal blog dia kat orang tapi punyalah dasar stalker ni, mereka sanggup stalk cari link kawan aku tu. Kira dasyat lah kan.
Lepas tu kes ni aku inagt dah senyap lah sebab masing-masing dah masuk degree..i thought diaorang dah jadi more mature dalam hal ni. Yelah blog itu tempat public...suka hati nak tulis apa as long as kau tak sebarkan fitnah or menjatuhkan maruah or kau mention nama sesiapa kat sana, its ok.
Ini makin besar makin sempit kepala otak diaorang.
Siap print out semua entri yang ada then diaorang sebarkan satu maktab.
The worst part siap serang kawan aku tu, ugut dia and buat kawan aku takut sebab diaorang siap nak pukul segala macam.
Astaghafirullahalazim...mengucap panjang aku ni dengar kawan aku cerita dua hari lepas.
Aku tak faham lah dengan manusia perangai jijik macam tu.
Kalau iya pun kau tak puas hati dengan apa yang kawan aku tulis tu, cuba bersemuka dengan dia. talk in person and selesaikan secara matang.
Kawan aku ade sebab dia cakap gitu kan. Takkan pokok bergoyang masakan tiada angin yang mengocangkannya. Betul tak?
Dari mereka dok heboh sana sini pasal blog kawan aku lebih baik mereka tu bersemuka dengan kawan aku..duduk dan talk like an adult.
Ini bukan zaman sekolah dimana kau perlu jadi bitch, mengumpat orang sana sini just untuk raih perhatian orang untuk jadi kawan kau.
No! Kalau zaman budak-budak lap hingusan tak reti tu boleh lah.
Ni masing-masing dah 20an..takkan nak bersikap macam tu.
Dah tu bakal pendidik lagi. Macam tu ke nak didik anak bangsa nanti.
Kalau mereka didik anak-anak aku nanti, anak aku jadi macam mana? Macam mereka?
Mintak simpang!
So if mereka juga stalk blog aku, aku harap mereka tu sedar cepat sikit yang segala tindakan mereka ada akibatnya.
Negara kita negara berundang-undang.
Kau pukul orang, you are bound under law and no one can't escape from it.

Seriously...kes aku pun tak extreme macam kawan aku tu.
Its hard when blog kau jadi tumpuan ramai.
Its hard when people notice you and when you have flaw, people always said something about it.
Aku bukanlah famous sangat pun..seriously.
But aku ramai kenalan. Dari yang rapat sampai yang suam-suam.
Stalker, haters...bersepah.
Apa aku buat semua diaorang nak condemn.
Apa aku cakap, semua dia nak canang.
Entri terbaru blog aku, kalau kau tanya diaorang...semua diaorang tahu bhai.
Kalah paparazzi ni...ramai sangat informer diaorang.
Biasalah..diaorang suka cakap kat semua orang yang baru nak kenal aku dengan macam-macam benda.
"Ika tu kan macam ni..."
"Ala si Juliet tu, dia tu suka condemn orang."
"BabyJane tu memang macam tu..dia dahlah macam tu, macam ni bla bla bla"
Dah tu,aku just jadi diri aku. Kalau kau tak suka, kenapa kau sibuk nak mengata pasal aku?
Aku tak ambil tahu pasal kau pun. Kau ada masalah ke dengan hidup aku?
Tak suka apa aku tulis, jangan baca. Berapa kali aku mahu cakap benda yang sama. Masih tak jelas ke? Haishhh...
Ada sampai satu tahap aku rasa macam mahu saja maki dengan ketololan mereka semua namun apa yang daya..aku kena sabar sebab keimanan itu lebih penting dari marah-marah.
Aku sabar...sebab benda ini terlalu kecil untuk diperbesarkan.
Tapi PLEASE! AKU MINTA NI. DON'T TALK LIKE YOU KNOW ME!
Itu amaran keras.
Kalau kau bercakap, sila guna akal pemberian Allah bukan cakap sedap mulut je bhai.
Kau tak perlu lah cakap "Ehh Ika tu ramai kawan ke?"
Memang dimata kau aku ni kawan dalam kelas 5 orang je...tapi kawan course lain bersepah lah. Takkan aku hari-hari nak lepak dengan orang yang sama. Kawan aku ramai..lain course, lain universiti, budak sana sini. Takkan semua benda aku nak tunjuk kot kat kau. Kau tu yang tak sedar sebenarnya kau yang tak ramai kawan.
Kau tengok kawan kau siapa? Kawan budak kolej lama kau then kawan yang hari-hari dengan kau siapa? Sorang tu jelah kan.
Tak payah lah susah payah act macam kau kenal aku, siapa aku berkawan semua tu.
Jaga je diri kau pelajaran kau and hidup kau.
Don't ever judge me or underestimate me AGAIN!

I've done talking about this.
Kalau lepas ni aku dengar lagi aku tertahu lagi pasal apa yang aku katakan diatas ni dari kawan-kawan aku, baik kau dengan aku bersemuka je. Open table kita cakap apa yang kau tak puas hati sangat pasal hidup aku ni.
Sincerely, kalau kau nak act childish dengan sebarkan apa yang aku cakap ni, silakan bhai.
Aku takda apa nak selindung dekat sini.
Apa aku nak cakap dah sampai pun.
Pasal kes kawan aku, sama-sama lah kita berdoa semoga kawan aku tu selamat.Dan aku harap dia dipindahkan ke maktab cawangan lain.
Pasal aku, tahun ni aku harap tak ada benda yang gampng berlaku
Dah 21 tahun aku hidup..aku kena act wisely.
Kalau orang nak bercakap pasal aku, silakan.
Tapi sesiapa yang tak kenal aku, kalau terdengar..kau pekakkan lah telinga.
Sebab selagi ianya belum kau lihat sendiri atau keluar dari mulut aku, selagi itu belum sahih. Allah SWT Maha Mengetahui dan Maha Mengenali hamba-Nya ini.
Aku hanya mampu duduk, relaks dan tak perlu terngadah.
Kau nak cakap apa, kau cakap...but when people who know me better, they know who am I dan apa yang kau cakap itu hanya dusta belaka.
Thats all I can say and I'm done.
Adios.

p/s: aku ada exam next week...isnin sampai khamis. ahad pergi gig. hebat kan?LOL cara-cara cari nahas memang gitu LOL

Words 11;

2010-01-06T23:38:00.000+08:00

"So since I'm not your everything How about I'll be nothing, nothing at all to you

Baby I won't shed a tear for you, I won't lose a wink of sleep

'Cause the truth of the matter is replacing you is so easy"

- Beyonce; Irrepalceable -

p/s: in study mode..so entry pun malas nk ditulis. huhu. nak buat video blog lah. HAHAHA

All MINE;

2010-01-05T17:00:00.003+08:00

my definition of HOT guys:
wearing black frame nerdy look glasses, medium length hair which he tied like samurai style, wearing not too skinny jeans, regular tshirt, not too skinny and messy but with style...play guitar or drums or bass, musically talented or artistically talented and at the same time he is clever in his studies. ouhhh damn! Thats hot! (^_^)

*Gambar di bawah ni...kau tengok. Tambah nerdy glasses tu, rambut ikat ala samurai sikit and he is PERFECTO!

Can you guys imagine what I said? LOL. Ok, I'm obsessed now. HAHA

p/s: got to stop my obsession towards Kris Allen, Alex Turner, Jia O'Connor and Jude Law. Ouhh not to forget Chad Michael Murray. damn. haha obsession doesn't mean anything aite. Single tetap single LOL

Words 10;

2010-01-04T23:50:00.000+08:00

"Why run a mile foe someone who isn't even willing to walk a lap for you?"
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/mj608/Article hahaha article ni kau orang baca then fikir lah sendiri. black metal kembali didada akhbar. what do u guys think? LOL

Ini SEXAYYYY!

2010-01-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

My Canon 450D dah ada mata lensa baru.
75-300mm. Damn berat
Panjang and sexier weyhhh...
Seriously, tengok saja lens dia buat ghairah nak shoot sana sini.
Perghhh!
And the testing shoot di Sunyway Pyramid tadi memang short but the photo is nice.
Gila. Aku makin jatuh cinta dengan lens itu. HAHAHA
Sexayyy bukan?
LOL
Next. Fish eyes babeh!
But give me 3k first LOL
Thank you Daddy! :)

p/s: semangat aku nak cari freelance job lepas ni. wehuuu :)

20 Reasons You Are Still Single;

2010-01-03T15:30:00.000+08:00

There’s nothing wrong with being single, but at some point most people reach the point of wanting a relationship. If you reached that point a while back, but still haven’t had any luck, you might want to check this list to see if anything sounds familiar.

Ok people, ready for your moment of truth :D

YOU'RE SHALLOW
If within a few seconds of meeting a woman you have already calculated an estimate of her weight and located any problem areas where cellulite might lurk on her body, you may hereby consider yourself shallow. No matter how hot she is, you’re inevitably going to find her flaws. You will likely remain single until you get over yourself.

YOU'RE TOO INDEPENDENT

Being a bachelor certainly has plenty of perks. You don’t have to wait that extra hour for her to get ready for an outing, and you generally come and go as you please. The thing is, at some point you may actually no longer want to be all alone, and you’re going to have to compromise. Give up a bit of your independence to avoid growing into a lonely old man.

YOU'RE AFRAID OF COMMITMENT

Tying into your fierce sense of independence is your equally strong fear of commitment. On top of losing your freedom, you don’t want to get married, only to get divorced later and lose half of your stuff. The future is unpredictable, and you can bet that once you settle down, you’ll meet a woman who is hotter, smarter and more successful than the one you’re with. Oh, and she’s going to flirt with you, but too bad — you’re in a committed relationship. Knowing this, you have every right to fear commitment, but getting over that fear is what men do.

YOU'RE A SLOB

You need a shave and a haircut. Your dirty laundry is more like a mildew-laced pile of odorous rags, so you wear your t-shirt inside out. There is leftover food on your desk from last week. What’s not to love? Look around, then look at yourself in the mirror. Are you a slob? Chicks don’t really dig slobs.

YOU'RE DOUCHEBAG

Get your collar popped and layer on that spray-tan — let’s talk about why you’re still single. Could you be a douchebag? Some women actually like douchebags, but these ladies are generally not the type you’d take home to meet mom. If you want to meet a nice girl, you’re going to have to tone it down a notch… Or several.

YOU'RE ADDICTED TO GAMING

If by some divine intervention, you actually manage to acquire a girlfriend between day-long bouts of questing, you’re probably in for a let-down since she won’t be around long. You need to cut back, drastically, on your playing habits if you want to maintain a relationship. Just remember, your guild isn’t going to keep you warm at night.

YOU'RE DESPERATE

Desperation reeks. It’s a fact. Men who are desperate repel women. If you are initially cool enough to get a woman’s phone number, by no means should you ever call her more than twice without her returning your call. She may be busy when you call, but if you call repeatedly, you are ensuring that she will never call you back, and even worse, she’ll hope to never see you again.

YOU'RE THE NICE GUY

You’re always helpful, polite, and kind — the type of guy every woman wants, right? Apparently not. Guys that are too nice have a more difficult time moving out of the friend zone than guys who act like complete dicks. Some women even perceive excessive niceness as a weakness of character. You shouldn’t go full douchebag, but don’t be afraid to be a little hard, at times. It just lets her know you’re not a doormat.

YOU'RE A CONTROL FREAK

It’s your way, or the highway. There’s no room for compromise in your life. You like things the way you like them, and as long as everything goes according to your plan everything is cool. If you throw a temper tantrum the moment something is out of your control, you may need to lighten up a little.

YOU'RE TOO SHY

There comes a time in your life when you have to either man up and deal with your insecurities or face the fact that you’re going to die alone. If you don’t have any confidence when approaching women, enlist some friends to help you out. You may need to serve as a wingman for a while, but pay attention to what the pilot is doing. Observe him and learn how the game is played. And remember this: Alcohol is your friend.

YOU'RE SELFISH

Did you fail “Sharing” in kindergarten? If you only ever think of yourself, get used to it because you’re the only person you’ll have to consider as you’ll be single for a while. If you can bring yourself to be a little less self-absorbed and a little more considerate, you may have a shot at a relationship. Try putting others before yourself a little more often.

YOU'RE BROKE

If you’re broke all the time, how can you expect to maintain a relationship? You don’t have to buy a girl expensive gifts, but she will like to go out from time to time. If you’re tired of being single, you’ll have to work some dating funds into your budget.

YOUR FRIENDS ARE ASSHOLES

It’s true, you’re judged by the company you keep. If you hang out with jerks, you’re likely a jerk too. Even if you’re not, you can’t stop your friends from acting like assholes and ruining any relationship you might have. Get some better friends.

YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH YOURSELF

You’re wonderful and perfect. You don’t need a relationship because everything you do, say and have is so delightful there is really no void to fill. It must be great to be you.

YOU'RE A WORKAHOLIC

Being career and goal-oriented isn’t a flaw, but it may take away relationship opportunities. If you’re too busy to have any kind of social life outside of work, you’re already married — to your job.

YOU'RE A PERVERT

We all think about sex — a lot. However, if you fail to disengage your eyes and mouth from your perverted thoughts you will repulse women. If you are looking for a relationship, you will need to learn this skill. It’s also a good idea to learn how to clear your cache and browser history.

YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH YOUR EX

Your relationships may never work out if you’re still hung up on the one that got away. It’s best to move forward and let it go, especially if you’re looking for something new. No woman wants to live in the shadow of your ex. It’s also pathetic, so get over it.

YOU'RE BORING

What were you saying? Sorry, I fell asleep. You’re boring. Nobody wants to listen to you tell the same unfunny stories over and over. We’re sure your cat is awesome, but come on. Be interesting if you’re going to talk so much, otherwise just shut up and work the mysterious angle instead.

YOU'RE OBNOXIOUS

You always interrupt when people are speaking, usually to interject a random rude comment. You’re loud and you’re the only person who thinks you’re funny. You’re like nails on a chalkboard to most women, so grow up and try listening to people for once.

YOU'RE A LIAR
Telling her that her ass doesn’t look big in those jeans isn’t a lie, it’s self-preservation. Telling her you were at church while you were at the racetrack is a lie. You only have to get caught in one big one to spoil something that could have been nice. Have the balls to tell the truth, just don’t be brutal about it.

So, ada tak ciri-ciri ini dalam diri you guys yang still single?
HAHA..kalau ada kena ubah sikit sebab ciri-ciri ini yang mengahalng you guys to be in relationship with the person you like.
Me? Ouhhh... I'm maybe too independent and afraid of commitment..yang lain tak ada langsung.
Maybe I need more luck in relationship. HAHA
:)
So think about this shall we?
Adios.

p/s: just sharing cuz sharing is caring right? LOL

A guy and a girl;

2010-01-02T14:00:00.000+08:00

A guy and a girl, the differences about when they are in relationship or not :)

Guys drink to forget about girls.
Girls drink to think back about the guy.

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love they become pretty.

Guys can forget, but can't forgive.
Girls can forgive but can't forget.

Guys break up when they feel love from another girl.
Girls break up when they feel the separation from their man.

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls.
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in them.

When guys are heartbroken they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another guy.

Guys wish to be her first love.
Girls wish to be his last.

Just some thought to share, not to argue..just sharing :)
Adios.

p/s: Romeo...romeo, where thou art? :)

Words 9;

2010-01-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

"I'm no Megan Fox or Taylor Swift...but I'm a girl with big heart, love to share and hopelessly romantic. My name is Juliet and you?"
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: hahaha entri pendek-pendek sebelum panjang-panjang. HAPPY 2010 people! I'm starting new years with blog hopping. beware of my comments LOL.

2010 equal 21;

2009-12-31T17:17:00.000+08:00

Weyhh...dah nak masuk 2010 ni.
Dah 20 tahun and nearly 21 year aku hidup.
Syukur Ya Allah, Thank God...aku masih hidup bernafas dimuka bumi ini.
Dan perjalanan aku masih dibukukan.
Aku akan terus menulis buku itu sampai waktu itu.
The time for me to spell LOVE again :)
Kau boleh menangis, ketawa, geli, benci baca buku sampah itu.
When the time comes, aku akan jual. Pakai tangan saja aku tulis.
Buruk tapi bermakna. Tunggu saja bagi mereka yang minat(ada ke yang nak baca?)

2010 sama dengan 21.
I'm turning 21 bebeh!
Seriously macam tak percaya dah 21 tahun.
And I feel like i'm still 18 meyhh...
Kena matang sikit lah.
21 tu umur kematangan seseorang perempuan.
So hopefully aku dah cukup matang untuk handle dugaan umur 21 tahun.
Perghh...tuanya rasa.
And I'm excitedly looking forward to see me being 21.
HAPPY NEW YEAR people.
Live your life to the fullest.
Have a great new year.
And what's you new year resolution?
I have mine... haha :)

p/s: azam tahun baru nanti belakang citer. azam tahun ni pun kena habiskan sebelum new year. haiyakkk! :)

Explaination;

2009-12-30T17:00:00.001+08:00

Kalau kau orang rasa nak jejak kaki ke cinema this new year, you guys SHOULD watch this awesome movie lah weyhh.
Robert Downer Jr. and my one and only Jude Law co-star in this great movie to end your 2009.
Seriously, memang terbaik.
The director is genius and the actor memang sesuai dengan watak yang diberikan.
Nak cakap lebih pun tak guna. Kau orang perlu tengok sendiri movie ini.
Two word, FREAKIN' AWESOME.
Kalau bagi rate, 10 out of 10 ok! :)

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Last entry aku ada tulis satu ayat yang penuh kontrolbesi kan?
"Hidup single adalah satu jalan untuk mengelakkan diri daripada penipuan"
Well, sebenarnya ayat ni untuk aku.
Aku just share some of my thoughts with you guys.
What I've been through lately membuatkan aku rasa single is relevance for me.
Aku tak mahu lah jatuh cinta dengan lelaki yang salah AGAIN.
Sesiapa yang mengenali aku or mengikuti perkembangan aku tahu how's my love life has been.
Pathetic isn't it?
Kebahagiaan dalam perhubungan belum jadi milik mutlak aku..not yet.
I don't know what is wrong with me or with the guy that I am with(my ex).
They seem like ok for awhile then mula buat perangai.
Entah, maybe this is karma for my past mistake sebab I used to be a player.
Aku pernah permainkan perasaan seseorang but sekali je. Then aku tak buat dah.
But apa yang aku kena ni, repeatedly.
This year je, da dua lelaki yang aku kenal...they are just the same.
Take advantage of me...macam kawan-kawan aku cakap, once aku ni baik, aku terlalu baik but bila aku jahat, memang jahat.
I don't know.
Maybe this is the time for me to learn that SINGLE IS WAY TO GET OUT OF TROUBLE.
Itu untuk aku..kalau kalian jangan samakan dengan aku. Kita lain kan? :)
For now, I stay with this way sebab aku tak mahu kena tipu lagi.
Perbuatan my last ex(he's the 25th guy to be my ex) sangat unaccepatable.
Depan aku treat aku nicely, memang baik. Romantic sangat
"You are my girlfriend.Period." he said.
But depan kawan-kawan dia "Ika bukan girlfriend aku pun" and he act like he don't know me and such.
I hurted so much by his act.
And paling mencurigakan he keep too many secret from me.
Dia 24hours with his phone, texting and so on in front of me. But when he's away, langsung no text from him. Dia cakap aku tak sayang dia lah bla bla bla sebab aku tak text dia but when I'm texting him, he's not even bother to reply.
But depan aku, texting je. Non-stop.
Bila angkat call jauh-jauh je.
I feel suspicious then aku tanya dia, he said aku ni suka tuduh-tuduh.
Gaduh besar and lastly his secret terbongkar.
He not even accepted me as his girlfriend, tapi depan aku ayat bukan main lagi.
Haishhh...itu kisah 1 bulan yang lepas.
Lupakan jelah. Aku rasa itulah the worst experience in 2009.
So thats why I said, single itu the way fro me untuk escape dari penipuan.
Aku bukan tujukan untuk semua orang tapi just sharing.
Ok semua?
Jangan salah anggap dengan segala kata-kata sampah aku tu.

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Lately, aku selalu sakit-sakit.
haishhh risau ni.
Doakan aku sihat yer sebab kerja editing gambar banyak tergendala ni.
Kesian client aku tunggu.
Sorry lah saya banyak sangat hal kebelakangan ni :(
Blog pun tak update. sedihnyaaaa.
Tapi terima kasih atas lawatan kalian ke blog sampah ini. Aku hargai :)
Adios.

p/s: i like you...like you soooo much. do you like me too? :)

Words 8;

2009-12-29T11:09:00.002+08:00

"Hidup single adalah satu jalan untuk mengelakkan diri dari penipuan."
-BabyJane The Juliet 27th December 09-

p/s: anda setuju? HAHAHA LOL

Hectic end of years;

2009-12-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

Gambar 1: Rantai Art IDEALIST

Gambar 2: Wedding(my first job)

Weeehuuuu!
Akhirnya aku berkesempatan menulis di blog yang aku labelkan sampah ini.
Kau tengok berapa lama aku tak update...lama kan? (macam sampah dah kan. huhu)
Seriously aku macam dah malas nk update
entahlah, nak kata idea takda, banyak benda aku nak tulis tapi semuanya tak sampai.
Aku serabut sangat dengan semester ni.
Belajar still macam tak complete lagi untuk mid term exam.
Cincai je belajar.
Nasib baik Finance aku faham. Yang aku risaukan core subject law aku sangat low.
Masih samar-samar and thats what makes me feel so damn lazy to write anything
Dalam otak serabut sangat.
Ubatnya?Aku tidur dan tidur.
But now, aku kena stop jadi macam tu.
Oklah...lately aku ada job freelance photographer.
Just isi masa lapang aku time weekend and penuhkan file portfolio aku untuk job freelance tu.
So, my first assignment sebenarnya adalah ambil gambar this band. My friends punya band but tak berjalan lagi sebab masing-masing busy.
Then, wedding. First wedding job aku ialah my schoolmate wedding.
Pweuhhhh! Sebenarnya bukan senang nak ambil gambar wedding ni. Penatnya Tuhan saja tahu but worth it sebab the experience plus kawan sendiri punya wedding ditambah pula dengan reunion sekali. Gila. Hectic, tiring but fun.
Rantai Art IDEALIST pun dah macam reunion.
Mana taknya jumpa kawan-kawan lama macam Ezzah, Hanna and many more.
Perghhh penat tak tahu nak cakap lah, 3 hari kat sana tapi seronok.
Itulah sebabnya aku tak update blog sangat.
Banyak benda aku nak tulis but aku hold dulu.
Banyak benda aku nak kongsi kan tapi disebabkan masa yang terhad aku stopkan dulu.
Pending post ni banyak kot tapi aku hold je dulu.
Sorry ye kawan-kawan.
And to the new followers, selamat datang ke blog sampah aku ni.
Hehehe..make yourself at home. *cewahhh*
Aku hargai followers2 aku dan mereka yang selalu keep on reading this blog.
I will update more soon.
Just wait :)
Adios.

p/s: perlukan photographer for any event? contact lah saya :) *promote pula*

Sorry :(

2009-12-23T22:13:00.003+08:00

BLOG INI AKAN DI UPDATE SESUDAH SEGALANYA SELESAI
Aku dalam sesi penulisan buku.
Maaf kalian..maaf blog kerana terabai.
Aku susah sungguh semester ini.
Weekend busy. Balik kelas kena review subject sebab banyak tak faham
Facebook lagi. HAHA
Rasa mahu delete saja blog ini tapi sayang meluap-luap buatkan niat aku terbantut.
Aku akan kembali.
:)

p/s: blog ini dah macam sampah! benci lah tak ada entry huhu

RANTAI dan kamu;

2009-12-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

Arts lover, marilah beramai-ramai ke sana aite ;)
Do come to I am Design booth to meet me and my sis there
Its a new art baby which are different from other art label.
Event ini berlangsung dari Jumaat hari ini hingga Ahad dari jam 10am sampai 10pm
Support our local art peeps! :)
Adios.

p/s: performances acoustic pun hebat-hebat. hari ni je ade Jayzuan perform tau. rugi :)

Words 7;

2009-12-16T23:54:00.001+08:00

"Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while. So when you are lonely, remember it's true. Somebody somewhere is thinking of you... "

Juliet Syafiqah :)

p/s: kenapa aku malas update blog? banyak post aku pending ouhhh...aku saja jadikan draft sebab aku rasa macam malas nak publish sangat sekarang. ouhh virus M LOL

What if your ex says;

2009-12-15T10:48:00.004+08:00

Ex..good fucking bye. and I want my ***** back dude! LOL

You have to answer the survey with an honest heart. An honest heart will give you good luck for the entire year. You may imagine of one people or maybe some people not only one.
Answer it, "What if your ex says" referring to you!!!

1. Why did you let me go?
- wth...you let ME go. not me let YOU go. duhhh.

2. I still love you.
- go fuck yourself liar.

3. When did we last talk?
- ermmm when you scold me and bring me down. apesal? nak cakap lagi ke?

4. Will you go out with me?
- NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE

6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
- so?dah tahu kan?

7. My friends say we don't look good together..
- so?talk to my hand loser.

8. You have changed!
- me?you have changed not me dude!

9. Can we get back together?
- too little too late. whats over is over.

10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
- yes..kalau aku jumpa orang lain kenapa? the great thing he's better than loser like you LOL

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me!
- nak aku replay balik apa kau buat kat aku ke? denggg! who hurts who? think with your brain not your butt.

12. how can u forget our memories??
- i don't but i've moveeeee on!

13. I will always love you.
- just go and hang yourself at prostitute house please. liar!

14. Would you die for our love?
- nope because we had no love.

15. You jump, i jump..remember?
- no i don't. i think you jump i don't even wanna know.

16. Kiss me to break the curse if i sleep for a hundred years.
- ughhhh! no wayyyy in zillion years.

17. Whats the difference between me and Him/Her.
- guna akal fikir. susah ke?

18. I saw you last night with your girlfriend/boyfriend.
- huhhh?so what are you trying to say?

19. Without me, your life wouldn't be complete.
- without you my life is TOTALLY complete. who are you to complete me anyway?

20. Why are you doing this to me!?
- i'm doing nothing dipshit. LOL

*well thank you Nisa Affandi because tagged me on this. i had fun doing it :)
So sesiapa rasa nak bersemangat selepas break up, buatlah. you guys must be laughing at doing this yawww. LOL
Adios.

p/s: ok, enough Chocolate Indulgence for me now. hahaha and enough listening to Arctic Monkeys because I'm sooo addicted to Alex Turner macam zaman dulu-dulu sampai aku mimpi dia. Dulu Rob P now Alex T. HAHA banyak betul boyfriend dalam mimpi aku ni. haha LOL

The BOLD TRUTH;

2009-12-14T16:04:00.001+08:00

Awek STONED. haha LOL

This tagged come from miss Najihah Roslan aka Jiher

http://itsjiher.blogspot.com/

Its been a longggggg time tak main tagged kan? haha now its the time.

Bold the statements that ARE true to you . Italicize the statements that you WISH were true . Leave the fibs alone . Then , tag 5 people to do the same test .

I'm 170cm tall

I dont know what i want at the moment

Im not happy

I hate my life

I hate my friends

I hate my grades

I can drive

Im bored of driving

I have a white handbag

I love dancing

I go clubbing every week

Shopping is bullshit

I have a tattoo of a star

I got my navel pierced

I have friends that take drugs

90% of my friends smoke

I still hangout with my ex, eventhough our break up was rather nasty

Im studying fashion

I have a bussiness running

I hate cartoons

I hate someone

I have 10 lolipops handbags

I buy CLEO every month

My parents dont know about my blog

I have an ipod

I dont have faith in the current "one."

My school mates know about my blog

I wanted to be a fashion designer

I love rock emo bands

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups

Im a rebel

I dont believe in love

High school's filled with drama

My parents have faith in me

I've bought shoes this month

A blogger bitched about me before

I hate sports

I heart italians food

I hate meeting new people

I hate nail polish

The mother bear gives me hugs

People should start appreciating me

High school wat the worst time of my life

I have red hair

One Utama is my second home

Im a guy

Im scared of my Biology exam which im going to face tomorrow

I hate vacations

We'll last :)

I believe in long distance relationships

Im going to get high and smoke weed one day soon

I've robbed an old lady

Im starting to start applying make-up

I was a tomboy

At times i think i still am a tomboy

I love bithcing about people behind their backs

I still have a bestfriend

I have a cat

I hate surprised parties

I hate planning parties

Im hot :P..hehehe...

Im a sinner

I've got a DS Light

I have a WII

I can live without music

Video games are a waste of time

I miss the father bear

I love being in love

I know how to cook

I have 100% freedom

Boys are assholes

I hate math

Im happy with what i have

I love horror films

I slept in my parent's room for 3 days after watching Scream when i was kid

My old friends keep in touch with me

I dont read newspapers

The news is such a waste of time

Blogging is a waste of time

I hate animals

I cant live without make-up

I curse like a pirate

Im happy with my 11 year old car

I hate people that are smart

I love Orange juice

I cant drink for nuts

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

I've got a new phone

Im going to get a pair of new shoes by the end of this month

I love swimming

I haven't worked out since March

I think im fat

I love my friends and family

Now the tagging part. Drum roll plishhh LOL
*Luna sayam
*Ezzah
*Naz
*Nurulcakapcakap :)
*and anyone his/her real name start with N and M haha :)
Sorry people. gotta do this fun stuff :)
Adios.

p/s: pasal yang bold bold tu later in other entry. lotsa to talk about but don't know where to start. wuhuuu :P

Reasons to Date Law Students;

2009-12-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

Skema, poyo...i know LOL

Here are some reasons to date us sexy lawyers

1) We are VERY good with our tongues
2) We LOVE dressing up
3) We will protect you (even if you're wrong)
4) We are fucking minted
5) Our profession requires us to be on the job for up to 3 weeks!!!
6) With our degree, we can get into almost every position
7) We never cheat
8) Whatever the situation, WE CAN GET YOU OFF!!
-taken from: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/group.php?gid=2403167770

Haha jadi lelaki, fikirlah sekali lagi. Students law perempuan sangat hot yaww!
Tak percaya?
Percayalah... LOL
This reasons make me smile and laughing like hell.
Seriously, menaikkan semangat aku je.
Adios.

p/s: hahaha ramai buat aku terharu semalam...

Since You Been Gone;

2009-12-12T09:45:00.001+08:00

Those eyes...

Here's the thing we started out friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since U Been Gone

How can I put it? You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah
Since U Been Gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get (I get) what I want
Since U Been Gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get, I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone

In my previous entry, aku pernah bercakap tentang LOVE Lesson.
Yes, at that time, jiwa aku sedang dalam sesi pemulihan.
Aku elakkan diri dari falling in love because for me, aku belum nampak LOVE it relevance and datang dari lelaki yang wajar untuk aku dampingi.
But, three weeks ago...this one guy give me hope that there's still good guy out there for me.
After all, he just some jackass who want to take advantage from me.
Bila aku dah jatuh...betul-betul jatuh hati dengan dia, dia buat taik.
Dia maki aku, dia hanya mempergunakan aku.
Apa yang dia berikan untuk aku hanya sakit hati dan tears.
Sadly, I cry for him.
Sincerely, aku dah jatuh hati pada dia.
And fuckingly, he makes me be in relationship with the wrong person AGAIN!
Aku tak mahu berada dalam perhubungan dengan lelaki yang salah lagi dan lagi.
Aku hanya perlukan masa untuk sendiri dan jumpa dengan lelaki yang wajar.
Thats all.
Aku tak faham kenapa perjalanan aku begitu jauh uuntuk jumpa with the right one.
Maybe because I'm too young to understand.
Fate works is not easy to understand.
Aku just perlukan masa sekarang.
Perlukan masa untuk percaya yang masih ada lagi lelaki baik di luar sana.
Aku tak kecewa...seriously tak.
Aku cuma terkilan kenapa begini jadinya.
Aku berharap ada lelaki yang baik mendampingi aku nanti.
Bukan sekarang tapi nanti.
Dan lelaki yang berjaya membuat aku sayang pada dia dan percaya cinta yang tulus itu wujud, he's the man.
Adios.

p/s: ayat bermadah..sorry people!

Words 6;

2009-12-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

"Last night i have a nice dream and i wish to God that all my prayers and wishes will come true. My journey to meet "the one" is too long.

Funny, entertaining and sometimes is too much for me to handle.

Yet, I'm still young. So, if its bad and ugly, i must suck it up like nothing."

-Babyjane The Juliet-

p/s: life doesn't turn out to be easy..haishh. love life lagilah complicated kan. tak faham dah aku soal hati ni. aku kalau selesaikan love problem orang tahu tapi bila sampai diri sendiri semuanya nampak complicated. haishh!

Losing Grip

2009-12-10T10:36:00.003+08:00

Thank you kerana kau berjaya jadikan aku rasa lebih gampang

Kau harus dengar ini.
Hidup kalau jadi gampang dan permainkan perasaan orang, kau takkan selamat.
Nasib baik hati aku yang kau permainkan..if someone else, maybe that girl will kill herself.
Aku?Hanya mampu sembunyi disebalik senyuman itu yang kau kasifikasikan aku sebagai perempuan hodoh.
Perempuan yang kau hina ini lah yang care about you all the time. Yang banyak tolong kau. Yang kau terhegeh-hegeh untuk kenal malam itu. Kau yang terhegeh mahu kenal aku, kau yang nak aku. Aku tak pernah mahu pada kau sebab waktu itu hanya ada orang lain yang aku lebih admire dari kau.
Aku tak mencari kau wahai lelaki sial.
Aku tak minta pun kau hadir dalam hidup aku.
Selama ini aku minta Tuhan berikan aku lelaki yang wajar untuk bersama aku, mendampingi aku.
Waktu itu aku fikir kau adalah hero sebab disaat aku memohon kepada Tuhan kau datang menghulurkan "cinta" kau yang kononnya ikhlas.
Gampangnya, aku percaya.
Sialnya, i fell hard for you.
Once you make me fell hard, kau canang kepada mereka iaitu kawan aku sendiri "Ika bukan girlfriend aku pun..."
Habis, yang kau beriya-iya mahu bahagiakan aku, mahu couple dengan aku itu untuk apa?
Untuk puaskan nafsu keanakkan kau itu?
Aku hanya mampu sabar, menangis tiap malam memikirkan yang aku ini hanya tempat pelepas nafsu anjing kau itu.
Tuhan itu maha adil kerana dia kurniakan aku akal untuk tidak terjebak dalam permainan bodoh kau.
Aku hampir jatuh dalam perangkap kau tapi when someone ring me a bell, aku terjaga.
Aku sedar yang kau hanya mempergunakan aku.
Tuhan itu maha kaya...Dia tak membenarkan aku jatuh dalam perangkap kau dan tidak menyerahkan segalanya.
Semalam, segala titik permulaan kegampangan kau akan bermula.
Today is your day, tomorrow will be my day.
Aku bukan orang yang pendendam atau suka membalas dendam. Aku hanya perlu duduk, berdoa agar Tuhan sedarkan kau sebelum karma will do his job. What goes around comes around dude.
Aku berikan lagu ini untuk kau sedar yang aku hilang tujuan dengan perbuatan kau.
Aku tak mati hidup tanpa kau tapi perbuatan kau sangat tak boleh dimaafkan.
Semoga Tuhan menunjukkan kau kebenaran.

Are you aware of what
You make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you
Like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock
My arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there,
Waiting outside there
Burning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick
You place beside you
To take somebody's place
When you turn around
Can you recognize my face
You used to love me,
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay

I was left to cry there,
Waiting outside there
Grinning with the lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
Crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
-Avril Lavinge-

p/s: jangan risau, dia tak pernah merosakkan aku. dia hampir tapi Tuhan maha adil. namun dia telah rosakkan hati dan jiwa aku. Please congrats him for that.

Sweet like sugar bugar;

2009-12-08T23:39:00.002+08:00

I'll Be by Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed.
You're my survival, you're my living proof.
My love is alive -- not dead.
Tell me that we belong together.
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.
I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your...
I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.
...greatest fan of your life.

Sumpah lagu ni sweet gila...rasa berada diawangan bila dengar lagu ni.
Siapa boleh nyanyi lagu ni acousstic untuk aku? Dodoi aku tidur..boleh?
Hahaha kalau ada, esok terus ajak kahwin. HAHA.
Serious ni weyhh... lagu ni kalau time wedding, aku boleh menangis kat situ gak if suami aku nyanyikan.
Ok, enough lah fantasy semua ni. Jiwa masih rapuh lagi angan-angan nak tinggi je kan aku ni. HAHAHA LOL
Adios.

p/s: i don't want to play your love game dude! huh!

Berubah, perubahan dan merubah;

2009-12-08T09:16:00.000+08:00

Kaki seorang yang dah banyak berubah

Gadis yang telah berubah. Tahniah.

Aku suka tengok perubahan.
Aku suka melihat seseorang berubah.
Sumpah, rasa bahagia sangat melihat perubahan.
Tapi semestinya perubahan yang baik lah bukan perubahan yang tak elok.
Macam...dari kawan aku yang tak bertudung dah pakai tudung.
Dari kawan aku yang sedang kecewa dan berdua kepada seorang yang gembira.
Macam tulah.
Bukan perubahan dari bertudung kepada tak bertudung.
Tahniah kepada mereka yang berubah.
Aku juga pernah melalui fasa perubahan ini.
Bukan senang nak berubah..macam-macam orang dok tomah.
Bukan senang nak berubah lagi-lagi bila orang sekeliling dok condemn kita.
Perubahan itu sukar, perlukan sokongan ramai pihak.

Tahniah kepada semua yang tersayang kerana perubahan anda...Sha, Ain, and of course Jiher.
Penghijrahan kau orang semua membahagiakan aku.
Tak ada lah rasa aku ni macam bad influence kat korang semua.
Walaupun si Juliet ni kasar, garang, jahat, suka mencarut tapi bagus kau orang tak ikut.
Aku kena buang sikap suka mencarut aku itu.
"Same here Jiher, kau dengan aku kena buang tapi kau lagi dasyat ni. HAHA ingat denda tu weyhh!"
Dan...aku kena berubah bab lelaki.
Aku dah puas jadi perempuan yang dikecewakan sebab salah lelaki.
Sudah-sudahlah, aku tak mahu lagi.
Cukuplah love game yang kau main. Aku perlu hentikan semua ni segera.
Dah bosan dan give up dengan perkataan cinta sebab selama ini aku rasa belum pernah aku jumpa lelaki yang menghargai cinta itu.
Please God, send me someone who appriciate love like i do.
Aku perlu melakukan satu perubahan dimana tidak mahu bercommitment dengan lelaki selama setahun.
Aku pernah attempt to do that tapi bila 6 bulan aku single, datanglah si polan kononnya nak gembirakan aku. Dua bulan kemudian putus.
Elok dah 5 bulan aku single, datang lagi polan yang lain nak menggembirakan aku.
Liar liar liar. Penipuan semua tu. Baru beberapa minggu, dah bermacam taik dia baling, dia calitkan.
What's the point being in relationship with me when my own best friends can't even know who am i with?
Taknak orang tahu kau cari perempuan lain lah.
Kau cakap taknak kecoh, kecoh apanya???
Sudahlah bermain dengan perasaan aku. We are through.
Its not easy for me to forget you because you make me fall for you.
I fell hard ok!
Jatuh macam nangka busuk gedebak gedebuk.
So enough is enough. Aku akan melakuakn sesuatu dan merubah semua ini.

Aku dah berubah...seriously.
Aku heartless.
Depan orang memang aku heartless.
Bila aku sorang diri, aku start layan perasaan. Siap menangis lagi.
Aku jadi hopeless romantic.
Aku jadi jiwang yang entah apa-apa.
Tapi when I'm around other people, friends and human being, aku block perasaan aku dari semua orang.
Gelak, aku memang gelak tapi sebalik gelak tawa itu ada something yang kau semua tak tahu.
Tapi aku harap ada seseorang yang datang merubah semua itu.
Aku sedang berharap dan berdoa.
Kerana dia yang datang merubah aku kembali seperti dahulu, he's the man!

Tahniah kepada mereka yang sudah berubah.
Sekarang aku pula yang perlu berubah.
Adios.

p/s: sabtu hari yang meruntun jiwa aku. ahad hari yang menyedihkan aku. Sorry kerana lama tak update. jiwa lara...assignment ada tapi tak mampu nak berbuat apa.

This is soooo wrong!

2009-12-05T09:44:00.000+08:00

Zoom in to know what it is. Its about G** Malaysia...

ok this is sooo seriously wrong people.
menggalakkan benda yg dilaknat Allah dalam negara yang agama utamanya agama Islam.
Bagi yang bukan Islam, its up to them but for muslim its sinful.
Dosa yang lebih teruk dan terkutuk dari zina.
Aku bukan cakap macam ni nak tunjuk aku baik.
Aku jahat...Allah saja tahu apa dosa yang pernah aku lakukan. And I repent. Berubah sedikit demi sikit.
Nak enjoy hidup itu tak salah...aku pun still enjoy sana sini. Gig sana sini tapi yang Maha Esa tu jangan kita lupakan.
Macam masalah g** ni kan, aku bukan nak cakap apa, what the hell is their thinking?
Apa kau rasa dengan sama jenis? Cinta? Nafsu? Definitely nafsu.
Entahlah nak cakap lebih pun aku tak berani.
Aku taknak jadi macam kaum Nabi Lut yang diterbalikkan dan dihapuskan dari muka bumi kerana mereka bernafsu sesama jenis.
Istighfar banyak-banyak.
Aku taknak dunia ini berakhir dengan kisah seperti itu.
Ya Allah..aku takut dengan semua ini.
kawan-kawan...please jangan jadi begini.
Aku sayang kau orang.
Adios.

p/s: tak pernah rasa takut macam ni. yang g** dan Islam tu, please sedar semua ini. aku mohon...

Something for you;

2009-12-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

by: Alyssa Bernal - All I Need

I thought of you today when I looked up at the sunset in the sky.
Cause when I was still at home that use to be something we loved to see together.
I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself.
And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.

I know Im so far away from you
But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need..

Its so easy missing you cause youre going through my head a million times a day.
But Im okay when you say youre doing the exact same thing.

I know Im so far away from you
But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need..

Ooooh
Ooooh..

No matter where I go, no matter where Ill be youll be here always.
Cause its our memories that tag along with me and thats all I need -
Thats all I need
X2

Do you guys feel the feelings?
And this girl is super dolly cute and have a great voice plus talented.
Agree with me?
Enjoy these song..give it to your love ones who far away from you.
Adios.

p/s: ada benda aku nak tulis. just wait for it. its about freedom :)

Meet Me Half Way;

2009-12-04T09:38:00.000+08:00

Banjir di MSU, Shah Alam. Photo from http://itsjiher.blogspot.com/ :)

Entahlah...
Aku sekarang hidup dalam kelam kabut.
Jadual hidup semester ni semakin penuh dengan macam-macam.
Busy saja..
But this heart always missing that hot sexayyy drummer of mine.
Damn! Kenapalah aku sayang kau sangat bagai nak gila kan?
Padahal aku dulu cool je depan kau.
Actually I act cool but bila waktu kau direct and sincerely said that you like me, aku macam nak lompat katak dah.
Yelah, dah usha kau masa aku ambil gambar kau perform then kau cakap gitu. Macam tahu je aku admire kau.
Tapi this fucking ego always make me act cool like everything you said to me is not meaningful.
Padahal setiap hari aku mahu kau datang jenguk aku di Shah Alam.
Damn me!
My ego is getting worst.
Bukan apa, I used to be a girl who loving and caring but those personality is fading away since that jackass left me.
Entah bila aku nak buang ego ni.
But since you took my heart away, aku dah macam kurangkan sikit ego aku.
Perghhh sayang gila bhai.
HAHAHA

Kau orang perasan tak aku dah jadi kasar sangat kan?
Macam mana nak jadi lemah lembut boleh ajar tak?
Aku tak reti nak cakap manja-manja.
Aku ni hopelessly romantic. Aku suka berjiwang tapi i'm hide all those stuff behind this devilish ego.
Aku ajar kawan aku macam mana nak berjiwang tapi aku yang taknak jiwang kan diri.
Aku serik lah.
Serik dengan situation when I give, he take but he don't give back.
So i'm prefer main tarik tali.
Sejak 5 bulan yang lepas, I've learnt:
*tak suka cakap
*be more open
*don'e easily be jealous
*don't give to much
*don't hope and aim too high

So, lay back and relaxed kan diri je.
Take life as it is.
Macam tadi banjir di MSU.
Banyak halangan, hujan lebat, banjir, kilat namun aku gagahkan diri redah saja keadaan itu sebab apa yang dihadapan lebih berbaloi. Its all what we called as EXPERIENCE.
Hidup kena berani bhai.
Kalau kecut jangan hidup baik mati.

Apapun perasaan bercinta kali ni lebih tenang dari dahulu.
Lebih indah sebab free stress :)
Hey hot drummer, meet me half way please.
Rindu kau lah! :)
Jaga rambut Pete Wentz. Mahal :P
Sorry kalau post ini macam gedik kan..sebab aku taknak jadi gedik.
HAHA.
Adios.

p/s: banjir dah merosakkan kasut aku but everybody looks sexayyy today. HAHA words for today is SEXAYYY :P

December;

2009-12-02T11:35:00.001+08:00

Hello December...
Ehhh dah December ke?
Pfhtt!
Blog ni akan senyap sekejap.
I'm doing some writing stuff.
Adios.

p/s: i will missed all of YOU :)

Words 5;

2009-11-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

Hari ini macam gampang tapi bila tiba waktu petang hari seakan kembali normal malah lebih gembira dari pagi tadi yang sucks!
-BabyJane The Juliet-

p/s: haishhh :)

Bandit 2nd Prelude;

2009-11-29T09:41:00.000+08:00

7 Stone Studio at Cheras.
It was a blast bebeh!
Semua performance hebat and terbaik.
Me and Jiher had a great night.
Wuhuuu!

p/s: ok, i have a part-time photographer job now..weddings and for bands. hocus foucs :)

He's genius;

2009-11-28T18:29:00.001+08:00

"Learning to love is alot like learning to run
you have to fall and hurt yourself before u can run
and when your learning to love u have to let yourself get hurt
and fall before you can really love anyone!"
-BabyJane The Juliet 4.35pm 28/11-

"Inginku...tulis lagu cinta untukmu. Adakah kau boleh cuba rasa perasaanku..."
-Couple, Lagu Cinta Untukmu-

Ok, aku dah rasa jatuh, bangun, jerit perit payah dalam bercinta. Seriously segala pengalaman aku dalam perhubungan worth it now. I'm way more mature :)
And..he's a genius because he makes me fall for him all over again. Additional info, he's damn hot :)

p/s: Thank God :)

Salam Aidiladha;

2009-11-27T09:34:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha buat semua pembaca blog ini.
Sorry kerana mengabaikan blog ini selama hampir seminggu.
Blog ini akan kembali biasa bermulanya esok.
Aku terpaksa "korban"kan masa berblogging kerana semester 3 sudah bermula.
Salam Aidiladha buat semua.
Mari kita sama-sama hayati Aidiladha kali ini dengan penuh makna.
:)

p/s: malam raya yang blackout..wuuuu... i don't like be in the dark.

Aisamuddin :)

2009-11-26T22:38:00.002+08:00

U have stole my heart after 5 months of being only me.
Thank you friends for the support for both of us
:)
"Aku suka,sayang kau dowhhh" :)

p/s: ini semua kerana Bandit gig..kalau tak, mesti tak jumpa Aisa ni kan. Its maybe a fate :)

Words 4;

2009-11-21T21:06:00.001+08:00

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on

p/s: hey hey u u i can be you girlfriend. HAHA (sorry kepada mereka yang aku jarang ke blog dan comment. bukan aku tak baca, semua blog followers and blog yang aku suka aku baca tapi aku akan drop comment jika perlu and now aku memang betul-betul busy dengan semester baru dan rumah baru. i'll make it up to you guys soon)

Stolen;

2009-11-21T09:16:00.000+08:00

Buah hati yang menghiburkan aku setiap hari.

I act like i dont care just to let him learn. They way a guy should learn to appriciate a girl's feeling towards him.
So hati aku walau dah "hilang" kerana dicuri, tetapi ia keras macam batu. Air pun tak mampu mengubah hati aku tu.
Entah, aku tak tahu kenapa keras sangat hati ni.
Ego tinggi melangit mungkin.
Seriously, aku tak macam dulu.
Lebih out-spoken dan susah nak dengar aku beremosi.
Kalau ada pun, setakat emosi biasa tu ada lah. Tapi nak tunjuk depan Mr.Future, aku tak mahu.
He took my heart and he must learn to appriciate my feelings towards him.
Its his time to let his feelings out for me. Aku?Just sit back and watch.
But aku happy because I'm sure he is the one tapi let fate do the job.
Ayuh...Mari kita tonton drama aku yang keras hati.
Haha.
Adios.

p/s: joegrimjow, blog anda yang baru susah nak comment kenapa? tunggu berkurun nk loading ni. huhu.

According to You;

2009-11-20T19:38:00.001+08:00

According to you
I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.
According to you
I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.
I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to you
I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.
I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with it.
According to you. According to you.

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
According to him
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
[ Orianthi Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
I don't feel like stopping it,
so baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to me
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
-Orianthi-

This lyrics is damn genius.
well, this girl who write and sing fot this songs is MJ guitaris for his concert in UK. Damn. She's talented actually and her lyrics just the way I like :D

p/s: demam and can't wait to start new semester :)

Blessed!

2009-11-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

Muka-muka dah ambil result.

Today is HECTIC.
Bayangkan kau kena tunggu nak ambil result macam SPM.
Dahlah aku sampai awal then kena tunggu number giliran ke 700
Yes. Lucky number 7 is for me.
Because waiting is tiring, aku dengan Assilah pergi makan di Secret Receipe di pagi hari. HAHA
Apa lagi, bantai Chcolate Indulgence cake lah. hehe
Then Ainaa call sebab number giliran dah dekat.
Bergegas aku dengan Assilah ke kolej.
Memang ramai weyhh and I miss those situation dimana orang bersesak-sesak nak pergi kelas and pergi sana sini. Sumpah rindu.
I've met a lot of my friends today. Rindu gila nak tengok muka mereka, borak, gurau..semualah.
And nak menunggu result memang azab and nerve breaking.
Aku dah berdebar sangat sebab Assilah ambil result dulu and she's got a great result.
Then when its my turn, aku ambil and my high hope not so high.
Expect bolehlah dapat dean list tapi haishhh mesti tak dapat juga. Ok. My fault sebab pasal si jackass aka my-ex tu pelajaran aku terganggu. Bukan senang nak get over break up while in exam kan.
But I'm glad because its 3 pointer. If not, aku mesti rasa nak nangis.
After all, like Fynn Jamal said in her blog, manusia ni selalu focus dengan GPA, CGPA tu.. its just a number for God's sake. Why am I obsessed with those number?
Aku pun sama macam orang lain but I've manage to accept it since I think I've done my best in my final.
Ainaa biasalah, the best student in my class and she's really deserve it.
And I'm proud with my friends because they all get the excellent result.
And yang tak best, aku nervous nak cakap dengan my mum about my pointer. Takut she wouldn;t understand.
But i'm wrong.
My mum said that she know I've done my best and the result was ok but I need to improve it and achieve what I've want.
So that was it, aku memang nekad untuk dapatkan result yang terbaik sem depan.
Sebab my haters said aku tak layak ambil law sebab aku ni ex-tesl student and aku bukan minat law sangat.
well, they are TOTALLY wrong sebab my passion is law and english. so i want to prove to them that they are wrong and now, aku dah separuh jalan dalam membuktikan yang mereka salah.
Next semester, I don't want any love thingy get into my way to achieve excellent result.
And aku melarang diri aku dari bercinta for awhile...focus focus.
Apapun, aku tetap bersedia untuk in relationship because I've just brainwash my own brain and TOTALLY over that jackass.
Now, just me myself friends family law study and Mr.Future
Haha nak juga letak nama Mr.Future tu kan... :)
People who wish me good luck,THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Sayang kalian :)
And Mr.Future tu tak wish, aku memang merajuk.HAHA
Adios.

p/s: cintu tu apa sebenarnya? one word. needs :)

Worried;

2009-11-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

Makin... haha :P

Ok...esok aku daftar masuk semester 3 untuk tahun pertama degree
Bermakna first year degree aku hampir complete.
Boohuuu..i just cannot believe that its gonna be year 1 degree after this.
And, tomorrow the moment of truth.
Result second semester will be revealed.
OMG!!!
Nervous sangat-sangat sebab I had answer two paper that aku betul-betul tak yakin; Malaysian Legal System and Principle of Accounting.
Hopefully I've got good grades and at least 3 pointer above.
And now... I really really desperately need some LUCK and PRAYERS from friends and family.
People, wish me luck.
Huuuu... seram sejuk dah ni.
Confirm malam ni susah nak tidur.
Haishhh...

p/s: saya ni gedik sebab mengada nak merajuk dengan orang tu. haha. bila dia cakap "ala bucuk bucuk..." lakonan merajuk terus hilang. grrr! meleleh air liur bila dia cakap macam tu. gay ahh u. HAHA

I had a dream :)

2009-11-18T09:18:00.001+08:00

I wanna to touch you Rob P :)

Ok, seriously I had wildest dream last night.
You know what?
I'm married with some guy that look alike Robert Pattinson.
Bukan aku mimpi ni sebab aku dah ready for a relationship or whatsoever ok.
Masa mula mimpi, aku mimpi lain but I don't ever remember.
Then, masuk mimpi when I'm dating a guy that look alike Rob P.
OMG! I feel like its real.
And when I woke up, I still remember the dream.
But its not important to tell the details because I'm with no Rob P or anyone looks like him.
So..yeahhh damn it, screw it! HAHA
Adios.

p/s: the best dream I ever had. siap ada scene macam Twilight. goshhh! ada ke lelaki melayu macam Rob P? HAHA LOL

Bonjour!

2009-11-17T12:55:00.001+08:00

I woke up this morning and I just realize that I'm ready to commit in a relationship with a guy i.e. Mr.Future.
But the question is, who?
Haha just wait and see who will be my Mr.Future
I'm not searching but I know who is the perfect fit for me.
He's the one who ____________________________.
You fill in the blanks by yourself.
For me the more you searching, the more you will not found the "one" until you stop searching for the "one".
Goshh! My mind keep on thinking about this and of course my final 2nd semester result that will be out this Thursday.
Keep on praying for both of this matter.
:)

p/s: hati dah terbuka nak berkenalan dengan sesiapa pun. cewahh :) and listening to Dear Mr.Future by Wani Ardy

I'm proud as I am;

2009-11-16T21:20:00.002+08:00

Admire her..who doesn't aite? :)

Beauty is subjective.
Some of us looks at beauty as in physical way like looks and appearance. And some of us with good heart and good personality, look at beauty in personality way.
For me, beauty is in within yourself.
Harap muka cantik perangai buruk hati busuk buat apa kan?
When you have good heart, you will look beautiful inside and out.
Trust me, i know because i've seen this kind of people walking around in front of me. Beautiful but have no heart. Not exactly good person, just plain mean.
Yelah, kau cantik but don't make others feel bad about their looks.
Its God creation and its perfect. Cuma kita yang manusia ni jadikan diri kita tak sempurna kerana hati itu hitam dan busuk.
At school, kids are mean. Aku pernah kena ejek just because of my looks.
But when I grew up and learn about self appearance and grooming, I turn out to be different. Then the mean group, now jadi baik dengan aku. Yelah masing-masing dah matang and they apologize about what they call me at school and I just smile and forget about it. Aku tak pernah nak makan hati dengan ejekkan and perlian mereka.
Pernah aku memangis when I got back from school and my mom always said that "nak cantik kena hati tu cantik juga and anak ibu ni dah cukup cantik"
Aku pegang dengan kata-kata itu setiap hari.
Ada manusia itu jenis tak sedar diri...diri tak sempurna ada hati nak menghina orang lain. Entah kenapa yaa? Mungkin sebab dia rasa insecure dengan diri sendiri. Yelah gambar pun kena photoshop kasi glow and contrast kan. Ambil gambar pun dari dada ke atas sebab nak tipu diri sendiri dan orang lain kononnya kau sempurna yang padahal kau kurang sempurna dan sebab itu kau suka hina orang kan? Tak mengapa, aku suka biarkan kau jatuh dengan labu-labu kau. Hiduplah di alam fantasi kau yang kau rasa kau cantik dengan kepalsuan begitu.

Ok, back to the subject.
Beauty is subjective. Some people don't need to be born with good looks but they are born with confidence. Kerana keyakinan kita, kita boleh nampak cantik sebenarnya.
Contoh...keyakinan dalam bergaya. You need a high level of confidence to have a great sense of style. Segala apa jua gaya yang kau tampilkan, kena dengan gayanya dan kena pula kau berkeyakinan...ahh memang padan.
And the most important things, don't bother what others said about you. Keep on being yourself and proud of what you are.
Have faith in yourself.
Most people do like almost everything to look beautiful.
They spend lotsa money to look perfectly beautiful and not fake beautiful.
In America, most of black women spend lots of their money just to have good hair and they truly believe that long straight hair is beautiful.
And white women believe that blonde thick hair is beautiful...
Mereka sanggup spend lots money like $1000 per month just to highlight their hair, put wig on it and got extension to make their hair looks longer.
Tak percaya?
You guys should watch this documentary from Chris Rock http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1m-4qxz08So and its will open up your eyes.
And i just know about this documentary when I watched Oprah at Hallmark's channel.
Seriously, most black women don't have their original hair and they put wig and sew the wig on their real hair. And most white women don't know their own hair colour.
Damn! Scary and yet entertaining.
I watch it and it makes me laugh when Chris Rock also interview a few celebrities about their hair and it makes me realize that all the beauty we see on the magazine in our almost entire life is TOTAL FAKE!!!
Enough with photoshop and air brush tools, sekarang pula hair extension.
Seriously, it makes me glad that I have no problems with my hair and I'm proud to be as I am...brunette, wavy thick hair and I don't have to worry about hair damages because I'm wearing hijab. Itulah kebaikkan memakai hijab selain daripada menutup aurat.

And i recommend to all of you untuk tonton that documentary. And I also recommend that documentary to all people with narrow minded about beauty.
As i said, beauty is from your innerself...its within yourself.
Apa yang membanggakan, the above photo is photo of myself with Yuna which I don't wear make up unless eye liner to cover eye bag and no photoshop. Seriously, if i use photoshop, just to make the photo looks prettier and not to make myself look fake.
Trust me, i'm not trying to impress others. I'm just being myself.
Perlu ke jadi fake?
Proud of who you are baby!
Adios.

p/s: i'm addicted to Death Cab for Cutie. haha... and Facebook of course. Myspace is overrated.

Youngsters!

2009-11-15T12:00:00.001+08:00

Hujan lebat seakan tidak dihiraukan oleh pengunjung Youngsters Laman Budaya Shah Alam petang semalam.
Lebat macam mana pun, orang masih stick disana.
Aku dan Jiher sampai dalam jam 1.30 di Laman Budaya dan band performance dah pun separuh jalan namun nasib baik performance Dichi Michi, Matematik, The Times dan Fynn Jamal belum terlepas. Kalau tak, aku mesti nak menangis. haha.
Dalam flyers yang lama tak tulis pun ada Matematik tapi slot untuk Pink Acid digantikan dengan Matematik. yeahh for sure aku lebih suka.
Kejap panas kejap hujan dan mendung sampai ke petang tapi performance tetap dijalankan.
Seronok walaupun tak ramai orang..disebabkan tempat kot..i think so. Lagipun jatuh hari yang sama dengan Flyanniversary. Mungkin ramai yang kesana tapi Laman Budaya Shah Alam dipenuhi student-student universiti dan yang sewaktu dengannya.
Best and fun...kena pula terjumpa senior-senior law dan mereka yang aku kenali..Acap Romancesa pun ada lah weyhh. HAHA.
Apapun, it was a fun day. Hangout with Jiher and dapat tengok Fynn Jamal perform and dapat met her in person lagi.
Thank you Jiher for accompany me yesterday. We did have a great time aite?
Good job to the organizer. UNISEL kan hebat? haha (i'm ex unisel sebab tulah kan)
Siapa-siapa tak pergi kau orang rugi.
Adios.

p/s: asyik dengar lagu Arctic Monkeys- Cornerstone. pergi search dekat Youtube vid lagu tu. Alex Turner comel giler bahbee ahh weyhh! sumpah aku jatuh cinta dah ni :D

Trend?

2009-11-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Tumblr...

Dulu blogger jadi trend orang nak menulis.
Kemudian wordpress.
Now ada pula tumblr yang aku rasakan lebih menarik and creative design nya.
Dulu semua orang nak buat blog and ada account blogger.
And now... semua dah ada account tumblr.
Esok lusa apa pula trend menulis alam maya?
Aku?
I don't follow trend too much.
I go the other way.
I have my own trend :)

p/s: rajin pula aku menulis sekarang kan. haha

BabyJane;

2009-11-13T10:51:00.003+08:00

Kalau kalian perasaan, profile photo for blog aku dah bertukar

kepada gambar diatas. yehaaa :)

Mari mengenali si Juliet Syafiqah ini...

Her alter ego is BabyJane The Juliet aka BabyJane Sexyback
but
Don't ask her apa yang sexy back itu. silly question fellas!

She loves music and art a lot and a hardcore blogger. Loves taking photo and her subject is everything around her. She loves photography and poetry
Kuat membebel and kalau dah start speaking thats mean she's mad at someone or something or just being silly.
She's not not good in her Malay since ayat tunggang terbalik.

Bukan jenis berlagak bagus or nak tunjuk pandai...out-spoken and hot tempered sometimes.
her bad habit is cursing and swearing a lot since it helps calm her anger down.

Her instrument, keyboard and guitar.
Have been in 24 relationship and now currently single and open relationship.
She's can be poetic sometimes and have her own collection of poem and stories.
And now in the making of her own debut book and hope its gonna be published.

And... this song by her friends at Myspace will help you get to know Juliet Syafiqah;
babyjane , is not my love ,
she just a girl ,but that im the one ,
but the jane is not my son

makhell jaxscon

Know her enough?
You will never know because she's unpredictable.

Written by;
Nur Syafiqah aka Juliet Syafiqah aka BabyJane The Juliet aka BabyJane Sexyback

p/s: enough for now i guess.. haha

Let's go!

2009-11-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

Orang Shah Alam and sekitar Shah Alam...marilah datang beramai-ramai.
Ada Matematik, Dichi Michi, The Times and yang penting ada Fynn Jamal ok.
Its gonna be awesome.
And if tak ada aral melintang, aku akan pergi and if you guys pergi, sila-sila tegur if nampak aku. AHAHA macam famous sangat je orang nak kenal aku kan LOL
Jomlah..support the talented people.
Adios.

p/s: aku kena enjoy puas-puas sebelum semester baru tiba. yaikss!

What a day;

2009-11-12T09:09:00.000+08:00

My favourite magazine for this moment

Hari ni hari yang sangat menarik.
Period pain di tengah-tengah KLCC. HAHA
Damn! Lama gila aku tak ke KLCC rasanya and a bit jakun since selalu dok melepak BB and Pavillion je.
So hari ni melepak dengan Aliff yang baru balik dari kelas and tak sempat nak ambil gambar since dia macam malu-malu dengan aku yang kuat bercakap ni.
Then my lil sis join me for the hang out.
Apa lagi, dua kepala minat yang sama...photoshoot is what we called. Itu pun kalau namanya photoshoot sebab aku dengan adik aku berdua je subject nya. HAHA
So photoshoot kat taman KLCC then go home lagipun dah nak maghrib.
Yang fakkap sangat tu sebab laluan LRT KLCC stuck since ramai sangat umat manusia nak naik train. So mesin ticket di stop kan for a few minutes..nak dekat setengah jam juga tersekat and bila dah dapat tunggu train, dua train terpaksa dilepaskan kerana terlalu sesak.
And aku paling BENCI orang tolak-tolak berebut nak masuk. Come on! Ikut line lah bhai. Kenapa tak ada manners langsung orang Malaysia ni? Suba sabar sikit. Orang lain nak masuk juga kan. Ni tak sampai bergesel-gesel bontot. Ingat aku suka ke bhai?
Ishkk..sumpah aku tak suka balik naik train if jam pukul 6. Sesak macam apa je.
Lepas tu main tolak-tolak tu yang aku tak boleh terima sebab sampai sanggup potong line. Macam LRT tu takda je. Lain lah komuter sebab komuter lambat. LRT setiap 15 minute ada. haishhh tak faham aku dengan orang-orang yang tak ada manners ni.

Ok..enough about that.
And apapun hari ni penat sangat but happy and enjoy it.
Thanks to Aliff and my lil sis sebab hang out.
And thanks to Pokcik Daus sebab ajak mosh dalam message. HAHA mosh macam mana lah tu kan...and he makes me smile like crazy.
Itulah sebab aku sayang kau Pokcik Daus. You know how to make my day meaningful.
And tadi di Facebook, kawan masa form 3 add. Kawan satu kelas. Macam jejak kasih. Sembang macam orang gila gelak sana sini. Haha 5 tahun tak jumpa kan. Macam tu lah.
Happy gila jumpa dia balik sebab kawan sekelas kan. Kawan bahan membahan, kawan gaduh. Hope jumpa dia di wedding kawan aku bulan 12 nanti.
Yaa..bulan 12 nanti aku ada job wedding, 26 December aku jadi photographer wedding.
So aku tengah dalam sesi latihan ambil gambar bagi sharp skill mengambil gambar.
Lepas ni kalau berjaya, nak kahwin panggilah aku sebab tak mahal. HAHA
Wish me luck with that.

Kejap je dah tengah bulan kan and tak lama lagi start semester baru.
ishk... takut siot sebab result nak keluar dah.
Haa...if kau orang ada mukabuku, you can add me up tapi kenalah kenalkan diri kalian siapa sebab sekarang ni ramai sangat poser kan, so macam taknak lah approve orang sebarangan. Followers, you are welcome to add me on Facebook, just search Juliet Syafiqah :)
Have a great day peeps!
Adios.

p/s: Lagu Mika buat aku nak goyang-goyang. ewahhh.. haha

Campur entry;

2009-11-10T21:35:00.001+08:00

Luna sayang...my bff

Dear Luna,
YOU ARE NOT A COWARD!
I know you are not that kind of person. Kenapa jadi macam ni? Have a faith in yourself sayang. You are strong girl that I know. You know you can tell me anything. You are my bff and ada masalah ke apa ke, you can count on me to be your listener. I have you and you have me. Don't doubt it.
Love you and miss you a lot BFF. Take care of yourself. I'm always here for you walaupun kita jauh.
Lotsa love;
You BFF.

Ok, terima kasih yang follow this blog.
Terima kasih new followers.
I really appriciate it.
Hugs to all.
Make world goes round and round with love.
Have faith in love and in yourself.
Walaupun hati aku dah buang jauh tapi aku masih mahu itu CINTA.
Aku buang kerana dia. Yaa bukan dia yang bernama ex tapi dia yang aku sayang sampai mati itu.
He knows who he is.
Adios.

p/s: baca entry joegrimjow buat aku bertambah yakin cinta lepas kahwin. yaa..itu yang aku cari sebab ia lebih suci :) yes, aku old school sikit sekarang. HAHA

and semalam ada benda buat aku senyum jahat. kau kenapa ex?

New vibes;

2009-11-10T09:10:00.000+08:00

Goodbye home sweet home... wuhuu!

Aku dah meninggal rumah sewa aku yang aku duduk selama setahun lebih disana.
Condo Sri Alam, luxury...fabulous and peaceful.
Kena keluar sebab majority dalam rumah semua dah praktikal. So sewa makin naik.
Aku pergi house hunting tadi dengan pertolongan my friend, Jiher yang tolong cari kan.
Thanks to Jiher, I found myself a sorority house.
Best and I bet the people super friendly sebab tak sempat jumpa semua orang. Cuti sem lagi kan.
So minggu ni aku super duper busy and kurang update blog sebab kena angkut barang and everything.
Hope dengan fresh new vibe and new people, i learn something.
Besides, dekat sangat dengan BFF aku semua..hehe its gonna be FUN!
So wish me luck with new house.
Adios.

p/s: aku ni cerewat pilih rumah sebab aku suka mengemas. hehe :P thats why susah sangat nak cari rumah

Heart-less;

2009-11-07T12:53:00.000+08:00

Hati itu dah tiada...
Dah hilang.
Aku dah buang jauh-jauh sana.
Sorry.
Aku terpaksa.
Sekarang aku tiada hati.
Tiada perasaan.
Bye.

p/s: takda rasa apa-apa. hati dah hilang. macam robot.

Romance is Dead;

2009-11-06T21:48:00.001+08:00

The incisions in your wrists were all for show.
Just like you.
The epitome of self indulgence.
Another farce, a charade,
and another set of crocodile tears.
So serenade her with your last pathetic suicide love song.
“Broken hearts never mend.”
But fools never move on.
And now she’s gone because of you.
And once again, You’re the epitome of pure self destruction.
Cupid never found his mark.
As we await the insertion of blades on flesh.
You part the skin and tell of blades on blood.
So part the fucking skin.
To tell of blades on blood.
She said I love you.
She said.
She said goodbye.
So cry me a fucking river bitch.
You wouldn’t know love if it crushed your fucking chest.
Let go.
You wouldn’t know love if it crushed your fucking chest.
“razors, roses and a black tomorrow.”
They never showed any affection to anything but your ego.
A tragedy of errors at the best of times.
You are everything that’s wrong with me.
You are everything that I despise.
You are everything I dreamed would die.
You are everything that fades away and slowly dies.
Will you bleed for me when suicide seems so yesterday?
Will you bleed for me?
Will you fucking bleed for me when suicide...
It's so yesterday.
It's all so fucking yesterday.

Can you feel the lyrics huh?
I can :) macam kena je. wuhuu

p/s: aku suka yang ganas. rawrrr! sorry kepada yang kurang minat. hehe saja nak kongsi lyric dia yang kau orang tak berapa nak jelas dengar dalam vid atas tu. biaselah live record dari concert. maybe orang yang record pun guna handphone ke kan :)

Picisan aku;

2009-11-06T08:54:00.000+08:00

V itu va... HAHA

Aku tak faham dengan manusia jenis apa mereka ini.
Dah tak suka masih nak baca lagi tulisan aku.
Bila terasa, gelabah satu dunia heboh sana sini macam bontot ayam berbunyi satu kampung...canang dipukul seperti aku yang salah padahal i'm being out-spoken.
ahh kau.
Masa suka, kau puja. Bila dah benci, sampai bulu dia pun kau nak hina.
Are you God? Who the heck are you? Siapa kau yang nak menghina kejadian sempurna yang Maha Esa?
Aku menjadi out-spoken dan menyuarakan apa yang aku nampak, apa yang aku dengar.
Kalau kau tak suka, pergi sana main jauh-jauh. Kenapa masih peduli kalau kau tak kisah? Kau peduli bermakna kau kisah kan?
Dunia kita penuh manusia yang suka sangat perasan.
Perasan aku cakap pasal kau, perasan aku berkata pasal kau.

"Dah kau kutuk dia kenapa?"
Rujuk balik entri yang lepas-lepas. Ada aku hina sesiapa tak?
Ada aku mengata kejadian dan ciptaan yang Maha Esa itu?
Aku bercakap dari segala observation sekeliling dan segala yang dok ditadah telinga ini.
Dan...blog aku ini blog yang sangat kasar, sangat straight forward dan jelas sekali itu bukan style kau.
Dah tahu kenapa masih baca? Memang ia public tapi kau tak diundang. Kalau baca tak pertikaikan tak mengapa, ni sibuk nak pukul canang pasal blog aku kenapa?
Terasa dengan kata-kata aku kah?
Kalau terasa bermakna kau mengiyakan apa yang aku cakap dan jelasnya bukan pasal kau kebanyakkannya. Sekali lagi aku ulang dengan kuat, itu aku tulis dengan observation mata dan tadahan telinga aku.
Kalau tak faham lagi, kau memang dasar tak reti membaca dan memahami kata-kata.
Rugi mak bapak kau hantar sekolah tinggi-tinggi tapi otak kau masih kecut dan kosong.
Tak mahu telan apa aku cakap, jangan. Kau banned saja blog ini. Pergi kau hidup sana. Jangan sibuk hari-hari godek blog public ni.

Aku "bina" blog ini dengan hasil penulisan aku tentang kehidupan.
Kawan-kawan aku mengerti apa yang aku katakan.
Sebab apa? Sebab mereka matang untuk menerima...Sebab mereka tahu aku bagaimana. Sebab mereka lebih mengenali aku.. Sebab mereka lebih jauh mengenali aku dalam dan luar.
Kau tanya mereka, kenapa aku menulis?
Aku menulis kerana kita ini sudah terlalu banyak disumbat dengan drama manusia yang tak masuk akal.
Aku menulis nak mencuci akal kalian supaya minda itu tak kecut and life doesn't always what we expect to be.
Hidup ini bukan macam dalam cyberspace.
Hidup ini bukan blog-blog yang kau sibuk godek.
Hidup ini berat..hidup ini bukan dengan drama Gossip Girl yang kau lihat.
Ahhh aku dah merasa hidup semua itu.
Hidup yang entah apa-apa itu.
Hidup yang orang-orang yang baik di cyberspace itu sebenarnya palsu belaka.
Sebab itu aku bukan macam orang lain, aku tak palsu.
Aku tak pura-pura baik depan orang.
Aku kalau kejam, aku cakap, aku buat.
Orang kata aku hipokrit, kata belakang-belakang.
Aku tak cakap belakang. Aku cakap dalam blog ini.
Blog ini tempat aku meluahkan segalanya.
Disinilah develop-nya picisan aku tentang kau, kalian, mereka dan hidup.

Aku bukan menulis nak mengejar trend.
Aku menulis bukan kerana populariti.
Aku menulis bukan kerana nak impress followers aku.
Aku menulis kerana minat.
Minat aku terhadap penulisan.
Minat aku terhadap keadaan sekeliling.

Pesan aku untuk stalker yang suka sangat rasa nak muntah baca dan melihat gambar dalam blog aku, yang perempuan buat pregnancy test. kalau ada sang lelaki, anda mungkin mengalami keracunan makanan. (gelak sinis)

Pesan sebenar aku, tak suka kau ludah, suka kau telan.

Aku tulis bukan untuk disuka atau dipuji.
Aku tulis sebab aku suka.

Kau nak kata aku, kau silakan berkata-kata sepuas-puasnya.
You just making me famous walaupun aku bukan famous seeker (gelak jahat)

Kehidupan aku sikit pun tak luak dek kata-kata kau.
Kau tu saja yang terasa luak.
Dah cukup aku berkata-kata.
Tak faham bahasa lagi, nak guna bahasa apa pula?

Manusia ni biasalah, waktu suka puji menggunung. Yang buruk pun nampak cantik.
Bila dah benci, sekelumit cela kat orang yang dibenci pun nampak besar.
Gelak sajalah.
Aku dah kenyang dengan manusia begini.
Berlambak kat luar sana sini.
Tapi hanya kawan kita yang betul-betul ikhlas berkawan saja yang tidak sebegitu.
Yaa..kawan kita dan famili kita.

Hiduplah kehidupan.
Fahamilah kata-kata.
Ludah segala kebencian.
Telan segala kemanisan.
Adios.

p/s: kalau stalker ni tak reti bahasa lagi, bak kata kawan baik aku "just don't let my fist do the talkin' " HAHA ganas sungguh kawan aku itu. yelah dia hardcore :)

Bla bla blabber;

2009-11-05T11:53:00.000+08:00

Jom ramai-ramai pergi... its gonna be a blast

I'm away from writing long article for now.
Later aku tulis lagi.
Banyak yang terbuku ni nak tulis tapi nampaknya aku kena tulis dalam buku aku.
Ermm nak tanya, should i write about life?
and ada ke yang nak baca? haha
nak buat survey ni.

jawab yer semua followers blog :)

TQ! much appriciated

p/s: baru lepas gelak tengok orang. haha kelakar.

Rock n Roll;

2009-11-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Couple :)

I HEART THEM...
And i was sang along with their song when they performs on stage
Ehh gila tak suka?
But after all, all local bands in Malaysia, especially in underground scene is the best.
Siapa setuju? :)

p/s: i'm love drunk... i still cannot forget about that guy which i mention on my last entry. ada ubat tak? haha

Jual mahal;

2009-11-04T11:42:00.000+08:00

Parkway Drive...

Lepas event Sunday baru-baru ni..aku dengan adik aku makan di KLCC
Hujan..so malas nak lepak di tempat lain. KLCC yang dekat.
Sekumpulan lelaki yang sangat "rawrrr machonya" membuatkan aku asyik nak pandang mereka je. Diaorang ni macam band Parkway Drive, cuma salah seorang mereka kakinya patah but still cool.
Aku asyik pandang, mereka pun sama.
And masa nak balik kena lalu depan meja mereka and one of them panggil.
Aku ni siot sangat and jual mahal.
Now, I still stuck on that guy.
Love at first sight.
Haishh.. help me please
Macam mana nak get rid tentang that guy dalam otak aku ni? HAHA

Padan muka, siapa suruh jual mahal sangat kan. huhu

p/s: sampai aku boleh lupakan seseorang itu. hehe sorry love :)

Words 3;

2009-11-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

LOVE YOUR LIFE and LIVE YOUR LIVE.
When people call bad names at you just walk with smile and your face and said to yourself that you are not losing a bit.
Calling back bad name at them just making you a bitch.
So..walk on and hope it gives them a hell.
People who are my friends know me better.
Don't like me, don't bother about my life.

p/s: thank you for everyone, especially my bff who cheer me up with some words. love you all :) hugs!

Gegar Generasiku;

2009-11-03T07:58:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, it was a blast..
Walaupun tak ramai orang di Gegar Generasiku, but aku enoy disana cuz ada band-band yang hebat perform like Car Crash Heart, Silwayd and Couple of course. and the best part sebab aku dapat tengok my favourite band perform.
Aku rasa event sedikit terganggu sebab hujan and aku tak berapa suka duduk and tengok performance. Macam mana nak enjoy sambil duduk kan?
Apepun, memang best and a bit boring sebab duduk.
Event malam sebenarnya lagi best sebab ada Ana Raffali, Azlan and The Typewriter and many cool bands perform.
Apepun good job to the organizer.
Adios.

p/s: fucker je minah tu. dasar manusia tak sedar diri ade hati nak kutuk aku "jong". padahal diri sendiri serba kekurangan. kesian minah tu sebenarnya, dasar manusia yang terperangkap oleh aku dek kerana suka stalk blog aku kan. kau tu takda life weyhh. aku bosan lah asyik cakap pasal ni sebab kau tu dari dulu stalk blog aku. kalau tak suka, apesal kau baca? kau tahu adik aku ada dalam friendlist kau, yang kau tak block pehal? sekarang sah-sah kau memang suka baca blog aku kan. aku dah tangkap kau and kau gelabah sangat. Ingat sikit, kau kutuk pun kejadian Allah. Kau tu kena cermin dulu sebelum kutuk orang ye. Enough is enough. Its just making me sick talking about you again and again. BACK OFF!!! Get a life. Tak suka tak payah baca. Semak je tengok dekat traffic tu ada kunjungan dari Mysapce.com and tulis dari Selangor. Ingat minah, back off! Nickname kau if nak tahu, ni aku dapat dari adik aku http://wsyahirah.blogspot.com/ and by the way bukan adik aku yang salah tapi kawan baik aku yang kau add tu sampaikan. kesian lah aku tengok kau..groupie yang perasan hot padahal lupa cermin diri tu dugong. last words from me about you. And bagi aku, takda guna aku gelarkan kau apapun sebab nanti aku jadi setaraf dengan manusia tak berotak, tak sedar diri macam kau and I'm way better than that and you.

Lepas ni hope tak ade lagi stalker gila macam minah ni. eee..geli siot. she's nothing nak kutuk-kutuk aku. HAHA

Aku tak perlu nak tukar URL sebab stalker bodoh ni. tq.

Maneater;

2009-11-01T06:54:00.002+08:00

Megan Fox jadi "maneater"

SYNOPSIS:
Jennifer's Body is a 2009 dark comedy and horror film written by Diablo Cody. The film is directed by Karyn Kusama, and stars Megan Fox as the title character, Amanda Seyfried as her best friend Needy, and Adam Brody as the antagonist Nikolai. It is scheduled for theatrical release in the United States and Canada on September 18, 2009.

Jennifer Check (Megan Fox) is the sexy, popular captain of the high school cheerleading squad. All of the girls want to be friends with her, and all of the boys want to have sex with her. Jennifer's friend since childhood, Anita "Needy" Lesnicky (Amanda Seyfried), is a nerdy, substantially less popular, "plain jane" student. Jennifer ends up as the sacrifice in a Satanic ritual, held by a rock band, hoping that the sacrifice will increase their chances of getting a record deal. The ritual goes horribly wrong, causing Jennifer to get possessed by a demon and start feeding off of the boys in her high school; First seducing them to get close, and then consuming them in a manner similar to that of a Succubus. It becomes Needy's goal to stop Jennifer from killing more of her classmates.

Demon possession, devilish cheerleaders, and Satanic rock stars are all on the chopping block with this horror comedy from the production team behind Juno. Screenwriter Diablo Cody provides the script, with producing duties handled by Jason Reitman and Dan Dubiecki. Girlfight's Karyn Kusama directs the Fox Atomic production.

This is MUST WATCH movie of this year.
Guys, watch out..don't mess with girl :P
Adios.

p/s: Jam 9am di Angkasapuri. Jumpa saya di art exhibition booth :)
*ouhhh ade stalker tu terasa dah apa yang aku tulis dalam entry pasal drama manusia. sah2 kau suka stalk blog aku kan? hehe kesian. termakan provokasi aku. lain kali cari hidup sendiri, jangan jadi groupie sampai semua kawan aku yang ada band kau nak add. kesian takda life. i'll give you life :P *

A little more;

2009-10-31T07:46:00.002+08:00

Dah nak masuk bulan 11 kan?
Sikit je lagi nak masuk ke tahun baru.
Rasa macam tak habis puas lagi dengan tahun ni, banyak benda yang nak aku kecapi.
Tahun depan dah masuk second year in my degree.
No time for playtime anymore.
Its time to get serious.
Cepatkan masa berlalu?
Dah 5 bulan aku single. HAHA and I don't feel anything.
Selamat datang sweet November. Semoga Novermber kali ini indah buat kalian dan diri aku :)
yeahh indah sangat buat aku sebab hujung Novermber aku dah semester terakhir untuk tahun pertama degree. Sadly, aku kena hadapi banyak subject yang menggugurkan rambut.
Adios.

p/s: elok ke aku menulis bahasa rojak ni? haha macam mana lah buku aku tu? asyik kejap English, kejap Malay...ape nak jadi dengan aku ni?

130 orang dan drama manusia;

2009-10-30T09:42:00.002+08:00

Hands with touch of love...

Ouhh rasa overwhelmed sangat dengan followers yang semakin bertambah.
Thank you cuz reading this crappy blog.
Tujuan aku menulis sebab this is one of my passion and not because I'm looking for attention or nak glamour like some of peeps. ehem ehem. I'm not sayin' or tujukan kepada anyone :P
Kepada mereka yang rajin melayari blog aku yang merepek meraban ini, THANK YOU like a zillion times. Maaf kerana this lazy bum kurang melayari blog kalian, bukan bermakna aku tak hargai, aku hargai sangat..bukan bermakna aku tak baca, aku baca dan ikuti perkembangan blog kalian, aku ikuti cuma jarang tinggalkan jejak dan comment, comment hanya aku tinggalkan jika berkesempatan. Maaf yaa kalian.

Aku sebenarnya jelik dengan some drama happens in my life and drama sekeliling aku. Yes, I'm getting sick of it walaupun it's a part of life. Banyak sangat drama yang unnecessary and for me, it' silly to think about. Macam kalian tengok drama yang plastik dan meraban di televisyen tu, macam tulah drama yang aku maksudkan.
Tapi ada drama kehidupan manusia yang releven dan ada pula drama yang dibuat-buat, tak menjadi.
DRAMA HATERS;
Menyebarkan rumors yang enggak-enggak pasal seseorang hanya kerana kau nak berkawan dengan kawan dia. Kau dekat dengan kawan dia sebab kau dapat benefit dari itu. Glam that is...or maybe attention yang untuk menyakitkan hati that person. Haters, drama itu dah basi. Cukup-cukup lah. Semua orang dah jelik melihatnya, termasuk aku. Kalau boleh rewind, mahu saja aku delete drama kau itu. Masuk televisi pun tak laku beb.

DRAMA MANTAN PACAR;
Kau blame other peeps kononnya kau rasa dipulaukan, kau sebarkan yang buruk-buruk pasal ex kau. What the heck, who's trying to be fooled here. Apa lagi yang kau mahu buat? People knows who to blame for atas perpisahan kalian berdua. Apa nak dikecohkan? You and your ex is finito. Kau yang salah. People knows it. Kenapa still nak besar-besarkan hal dengan cakap pasal keburukkan ex sendiri. Haishhh..drama melayu yang basi ni bhai. Patutlah your relationship never worked out with any of those ex you have. Basi sangat dah drama ni, so boleh tak drama ni tak perlu keluar lagi? people are getting bored.

DRAMA MAK-MAK;
Ni drama yang aku sendiri dengar setiap hari. My cousin bising, anak lelaki mereka yang baru berumur 13, 14 tahun dah pandai nak keluar rumah pergi melepak...rambut dah start pakai gel bagi cacak-cacak, dah pandai nak berjalan ke Bukit Bintang, yada yada. Aku senyum dalam hati aku gelak besar. Haishh..anak baru nak meningkat dewasa, baru nak pandai bergaya, baru nak merasa hidup. Budak lelaki, biasalah... growing long hair atau nak kasi rambut pacak ke, rambut ala Noh Hujan ke, nak botak ala Justin Timberlake ke, its not like anak kau tu nak jadi drug addict or commit crime. Anak kau melepak doesn't hurt you. Dia budak lelaki baru nak besar, baru akil baligh. Lagi kau halang, lagi menjadi. Asalkan result dia tak merudum jatuh dah lah. Trust me, I've been there done that.
Mak aku pula bising-bising pasal my grown up nephews and niece. Come on... aku pernah jadi macam itu semua. See... aku tak jadi drug addict pun. I'm fulfilling my dreams, I have a great life. Aku tak jadi bitch pun. (HAHA) Its all happen because I learnt from my mistake. Kenapa mak-mak kita masih nak berdrama pasal semua ni sedangkan mereka pun pernah mengalami semua ini masa zaman remaja dulu. They should know it better than me sebab bila aku bersuara malam tadi, orang akan beranggap aku kurang ajar sebab mengajar mak-mak kita cara nak didik anak. Seriously, aku bukan nak mengajar or tunjuk pandai tapi aku tak mahu mak-mak kita salah langkah dalam didik budak zaman sekarang. Mak-mak kita lebih makan garam dari kita kan? Mereka lebih tahu. So bila aku bersuara mak-mak kita takkan terima pendapat aku. Nak diam, aku dah makin jelik melihat semua drama ini. Bila bersuara, nampaknya drama ini akan terus bermain didalam kotak kehidupan.

DRAMA LELAKI NAK PEREMPUAN HOT;
Kau dah sayang perempuan tu, kau kena terima dia seadanya..baik buruk mahupun kecacatan dia. Kalau kau nak sangat yang hot-hot, kenapa kau in the first place terima that girl in your life? Ouhh kau lupa cermin diri kau bukan? Kau mencari yang hot, tapi yang hot tak pandang kau lansung. So kena sedar diri cepat sebab drama ni dah lama basi dan orang dah taknak tengok lagi kat kotak televisi.

DRAMA PEREMPUAN GROUPIE;
Add semua budak band, flirt dengan budak band itu, cakap kau suka lagu mereka sedangkan kau tak pernah tahu kewujudan band dia pun, kau bajet hot dengan mengambil gambar dari dada ke muka, edit kasi light, kasi putih, juih bibir konon comel, budak itu comment gambar kau, puji kau cantik, kau perasan padahal realiti Tuhan dan orang sekeliling saja tahu betapa kau itu tak seindah mana. Kau hanya nak ber-boypren kan yang famous, kau panggil semua perempuan yang jauh lebih bagus dari kau dengan nama "sluts" padahal gelaran itu lebih sesuai untuk kau yang lonely itu sampai boyfriend orang pun kau nak flirt. Nak aku sebut lebih jauh? Ini semua drama basi yang sejak zaman 70an lagi. Basi basi basi... so buat apa nak berdrama lagi? Live your life like for REAL.

Sebenarnya balik lagi drama yang aku dah jelik and aku nak kongsikan pada kalian tapi makin tulis makin jelik aku fkirkannya. HAHA
Aku just nak drama-drama diatas ni tamat dan takkan ada lagi sebab cukup jelah kat televisyen. Yang terkena dekat batang hidung mereka nanti mesti mengamuk marahkan aku didalam sociaal network mereka dan paling best besar-besarkan cerita dengan mengadakan rumours pasal aku ni. Sorry, drama itu lagiiii dah basi minah.
Kalau ada yang terasa, hey..aku just nak make it clear yang drama semua ni aku tak perlukan dalam hidup yang sebab banyak drama lagi yang aku perlu lalui dimasa depan.
Kejelikkan aku terhadap semua ni aku kongsikan kepada semua supaya kau orang tahu yang drama-drama ini dah basi dan tak perlu lagi ada dalam hidup kalian especially hidup aku.
Adios.

p/s: aku rasa nak muntah dengan drama yang adik aku ceritakan tadi. dramanya kisah perempuan yang last tadi tu. heee..kesian sangat. now, aku tengah dalam proses mengumpulkan material nak menulis buku dan membuka balik karya yang dah lama berhabuk tu untuk dijadikan karya agung aku. haha. any sugesstion on what i'm supposed to write? aku tengah berkobar semangat ni :P

Talking about love lesson PART 1;

2009-10-27T10:00:00.003+08:00

Hide and seek :)

Hello...
I've been doing lots of thinking lately.
I'm thinking about my feelings actually. Aku kadang-kadang muak dengan perasaan sendiri sebenarnya. I'm confused and i barely don't know whats going on inside this heart of mine. I try to escape from this void feelings by doing some writing songs stuff and by playing guitar but my mind still keep thinking about how lonely i am.
Yes, lonely..thats thw right word for me now, actually.
Bukan aku lonely sebab unboyfriendable, but i'm feeling this due to myself that been avoiding guys in my life.
Aku elakkan diri aku dari kenal dengan mana-mana lelaki pun.
Lately, there's one guy that trying really hard to get to know me, asking me out whatsoever but i just keep myself unavailable for him because i'm afraid to be in relationship with anyone, lagi-lagi orang yang baru sangat aku kenal.
Entah, aku rasa aku jadi low self-esteem when it comes to falling in love again.
Trust me, when you been in 24 times relationship with 24 different guys, you know what I mean. Its tiring, its making me feel like 'whats the point for falling in love then in the end, all you got is heartbreak'.
But its just how i feel... and i'm truly sorry to that guy for making him feel like i'm not interested in him. I do but i'm afraid...i'm afraid that he's not the one and i'm just pretending to love him because he love me. I don't want that.
Aku tahu bila aku jumpa dengan Mr.Right itu.
My Mr.Right is someone who always put a smile on my face whenever i talk or see him and keeps me laugh like hell. And... I've met with my Mr.Right since the first time i talked to him but i don't know if he feel the same as me. I love him forever even though in my last relationship, i always hope that my boyfriend(now my ex) will be like him..he just like my soulmate, he's understand me and so am i.
Allah tu Maha Berkuasa, he's show me with who i'm supposed to be with and thats why i broke up with my last boyfriend...and about my Mr.Right, aku tak mahu approach dia or do anything stupid like i used to confess to him that i like him and bla bla bla. Lets fate do its job shall we? Bak kata orang, kalau ada jodoh tak kemana kan...so let us just be like we are now. BFF and I love him forever.
Aku taknak rosakkan hubungan aku dengan dia just because i want to be with him. Love is not u have to be in relationship.(if he read this, he know who he is...hope he understand and didn't get misunderstood about me anymore)

I have learn my lesson for falling in love. Its just hard to keep myself from falling for someone and that is why i keep all of guys away from me unless they are my friend. Its just for awhile actually because I feel like i'm not ready to take a risk in relationship which i don't know whats going to happen in the future. If ada yang nak berkenalan pun, kenal jelah..limit as a friend and not more than that. I don't want to repeat the same mistake again and again. I tired of heartbreak, fighting like no end and end up hating on each other especially when he broke up with me, blaming it all on me. I've learn everything..including how to control the feelings of devastated and misery. Aku hanya akan berada dalam satu perhubungan itu if aku dah betul-betul sure yang me and him have a future together. Masa tu, bukan masa nak bermain dengan cinta tapi cinta dengan penuh ikhlas..tak perlu jadi boyfriend girlfriend untuk tahu that person is the one, kawan pun sudah memadai.
Thats what i learnt when i'm alone in a room and thinking about feelings and relationship.
I've also learn from observation whats happen around me lately. Friends falling in love, friends devastated from heartbreak, friends been in same situation as me and people in my life.
Now, i have a new life, new philosophy to hang on with and a new hope for the future.
I hope, my wish will come true and all my prayers have been heard by Him :)
And for me, now LOVE is just four letter words that give me hungover. yes, it does though.
So enough babbling for now. I wish all of you happiness and find yourself the one who will cherish you forever and that wish goes to me as well.
Ahh..i just grown up to be a new person. Yelah, nak 21 tahun dah next year. yaiksss!
Adios.

p/s: lama dah tak tulis panjang berjela-jela macam ni sebenarnya :) its been awhile.

Words 2;

2009-10-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

I don't know why,
But I just can't stand the sight of you,
Your goal in life is just to get a girl,
Any hot girl so you can show off with,
You beg me not to leave you,
And when I didn't,
You never showed me any appreciation,
Or any love or care!
I can't stand you, I just can't!!!
Your scared anyone will tell your parents we're together,
You're a fool,
A complete FOOL,
No knowledge of any kind,
Except of the playstation and the school homework!
Just a complete fool with no personality,
No opinion, No Life, Nothing!
You don't know anything about the shit of life
Or about me or the shit I go through,
You say you care,
You say you love,
But you don't even know if you care or love,
You want me Because you think am hot, just to show off infront of your friends and say "I have a girl"
That's all you care about,
YOUR NOTHING, NOTHING!

- BabyJane The Juliet; 12am, 21 October 2009-

p/s: yeahh..let my anger out to that fool :P

Some MEN...

2009-10-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

I love badass punk rocker! hell yeahh.. but I HATE asshole :P

Ok, let me be straightly bold about this. I'm writing this to some men which I think they come to over-board..crossing the limits of manner and respect to women/ girls.
Trust me, not all of men out there like this but some... that little some makes me wonder, where the heck all of the good men goes?

The story goes like this. This one guy, added me on my personal Myspace which now I strictly limit the friend request to friends ONLY and people that I only know or my college mate or classmate. Sooo yeahh, this guy is a mutual friends to my friend, so I accept his request to add me as his friend.
I'm not sooo friendly in Myspace since I know my ex always stalking my page and since quater of guys on my Myspace is my ex..so yeahhh i hate to chatting on the comment box with strangers. I ignore that guy. But to be polite, I send some comment like this;

"Thanks for the add :) "

Then a few minutes he replied;

"Welcome. Tengah menyundal ke?"

I was bummed and I felt like my eyes going to pop out. Is he serious in asking me that tramp question? What? Am I looks like a whore to him? Wadafakk man!
I replied to him;

"Huhh?"

Then he replied;

"Boleh ngorat tak?"

I was like, this guy is really annoying. First he asked me those fucking question then nak mengorat ke ape ntah yang dia nak, I really don't know. So, I'm ignoring him until now and he's keep on picking on me, pick a fight with his status update..he's update like crazy with trashy words, under estimate women, talk dirty to women..bla bla bla.
And because I'm ignoring him, he updated his status with...;

"bodoh lah orang Myspace ni, ingat aku nak ngorat dia ke?bodoh punya orang"

And I knew he's dedicated his status update for me since I'm ignoring him and not reply his last comment.
Aku bukan taknak reply, but he's an asshole. Don't he know how to respect a girl? Cakap suka hati main lepas je..macam semua perempuan ni jahat, sampah and tempat kau nak lepas nafsu je kan.
I hate talking to men like that. I'm not judging him but the way he talks to me, there's is no doubt he's an asshole. Status update dia pun merapu je and mostly about disrespecting women.

"busuk giler bau ketiak perempuan.. dah r itam.. kuat berpeluh"

"someone named Sherry just make me horny ..aha ahha ahahaa.. argh..argh.argh.. do u like it!! owh yeah baby.. one more time . owh yeah .."

"lawa lak bontot Tushiba ,org putih tu.. bersih je .. takde kurap2..pelik gak mcm mane die leh add aku..nasib baik x paham aku puji.."

"tadi tgok perempuan yg berbuah dada besar.. terserlah lurah dendam die"

See what I mean? Agak-agaklah kau nak talk about women physical pun. If you're horny, just keep it to yourself. Ni sampai cakap dengan perempuan macam ni kenapa? What planet are you come from?
And his comment to me, like an insult.. apa, kau tengok aku ni jahat sangat ke bhai?
Please.. respect women a bit for god's sake dude! Jangan jadi haram jadah sangat dengan perempuan.
Not all women are bitches and sluts.. and not all men are good men.
Have some respect. Doesn't your mama teach you to respect women? Hey your mama is a women too.. can you imagine some men talking slutty to your mama, boy..how do you feel at that time?
Same as goes to me. I hate when men disrespect women and talking trashy about women. Women are not toys, women are human being with fucking goddamn feelings dude!!! Open your eyes widely.. maybe you're blind to see that you a guy and need a gurl too one day.
Tanpa lelaki, takda perempuan.. tanpa perempuan, takda lelaki. Realize that!

Whats your point in talking trash about women? Are you men enough to talk like that? hey, if you had that tiny winy dick, just keep your fucking mouth shut and stop talking like slut, dude! Don't you know you are annoying? Kau cakap orang update status repeatedly lah, apelah...hey, you just done the same this also. For heaven's sake, its just damn cyberspace. Chill out.
Maybe you forgot to use your brain and talk properly. Lain kali sebelum cakap fikir..kau pun sama je.
Kalau tak suka orang update status banyak-banyak, why in the first place you sign up for social network account?
If you don't like, just go to "BLOCK" button and block that person, including me who you like to judge. I don't mind been blocked by asshole like you.
Seriously, this guy is annoying and I hope he will learn his lesson if he's read my public blog.
Lelaki itu, respect wanita sikit yahh.
Sorry guys..babbling a lot here, i just wanna share some points.
But not all the guys are the same like this one but some...
Adios.

p/s: hope this guy die of HIV. huhu..

Human;

2009-10-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

Siapa kita nak jugde orang itu bagus atau tak
Siapa kita nak judge orang itu jahat atau baik
Siapa kita nak kata itu ini pasal dia
Kita kenal ke dia? kita tahu ke sejarah hidup dia?
Kalau setakat kau baru kenal dia sekelumit tahun, tak bermakna kau kenal dia seumur hidup kau.
We are no God to judge others.
Manusia hanya dipisahkan oleh satu talian halus.
Hari ini kau judge dia, esok lusa kau akan berada ditempat dia. kau pula di judge orang.
Karma bebeh, its karma.
Hidup ini seperti satu cycle...
Hari ini maybe hari kau, esok lusa hari dia.
Aku paling jijik kalau orang lain nak judge people macam dia bagus.
Aku jenis out-spoken..aku tak suka nak cakap berkias-kias ni.
Apa yang aku cakap, tak bermakna aku judge orang itu. Kau yang suka pandang serong pada aku..biaselah manusia macam kau, act like God. Judge people and blame all the bad things on them.
Just remember, life is like a cycle.
Hanya yang diatas sana mampu judge kita.
U are not my creator, but He is.
DIA saja yang layak judge aku.

Manusia yang bernama kau itu, stop being and act stupid.
I'm done with your stupidity.
Act mature, talk mature..use your goddamn brain.
Jadi manusia biar yang baik.
Adios.

p/s: entry ni bukan berunsur kemarahan tapi kesedaran..

Hopelessly, Throughly Smitten;

2009-10-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hello love :)

Hi, _____.

This is the silliest thing I've done in a while, but I had an unfathomable, irresistible, self-indulgent urge to express something to you, and to do so in a way that wouldn't cause either of us too much discomfort or embarrassment.

I confess: You. Are. Magnetic. I am hopelessly, thoroughly smitten. Your charm, intelligence and charisma slay me. Plus, you're really sweet and stunningly beautiful. [Sigh.] If the world was a simpler place, I might have just approached you and said something like, "Hey, _____, I have the hugest crush on you. No big deal, really. Just wanted you to know ... I'll be on my way now." That way I could have gotten it off my chest, and you probably would have been a little flattered. A win-win situation. But as we know, the circumstances of real life are often unforgiving and complicated. So I couldn't bring myself to do something so bold. And it's for the better, no? This is a safer, less compromising win-win situation. Maybe it's even kind of fun; it is for me, anyway.

Admittedly, this is an odd thing to do, but I swear it's innocent. I hope that, at the very least, this revelation will brighten your day a little. I'll see you around.

Sincerely,
Not A Crazy Stalker
*siapa agaknya yang mengisi ruang kosong itu. that guy knows who he is. hey, i will always love u dude, no matter how...you know it. haha*

p/s: saja je publish surat ini kerana dah lama sangat aku simpan :)

Words 1;

2009-10-20T10:06:00.004+08:00

State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay

- Babyjane Juliet taken from Taylor Swift, Picture to Burn-

p/s: i need to go to any gig and enjoy myself. cheers!

For you, love...;

2009-10-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

"But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm in the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
You belong with me"

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

* i dedicated this song to someone who i love so much, for a long time now and also all of your blogger *

p/s: hey.. how are you people?? :)

TQ!

2009-10-19T10:02:00.002+08:00

*Click to enlarge*

Thanks kepada mereka yang drop comment dan secara jujur memberikan pendapat tentang aku. Muchas gracias peeps!
Well...dengan kata-kata kalian aku yakin yang aku rasa aku tak perlu peduli apa orang kata dan do my own things. But well, apepun aku tetap terkena effect dengan segala rumors mereka itu. Damn rumors!

Thanks to Fatt: kena ke dating?
Thanks to Hanaahmad: trimas kerana membaca
Thanks to Capullet: aku kenal kau lagi :)
Thanks to Luna sayangku: i love u forever bestie. kerana kite jauh, susah nak jumpa. haha. jauh sangat ke? :P
Dan terima kasih juga kepada sesiapa yang drop comment pada entry ini dan memberikan pendapat tentang aku dan blog ini. THANKS A LOT! :)

Aku sekarang kena kuat dan abaikan kata-kata cacian orang sebab i have my friends, my family who loves and support me.
Thank you Allah for such blessing.
I'm cool now.
Adios.

p/s: terharuuuu :)

Nak tahu?

2009-10-18T00:00:00.001+08:00

Rakan seperjuangan aka geng nakal :P

Aku nak buat satu sesi untuk semua blogger yang digelar sahabat aku.
Aku nak minta jasa baik kalian tinggalkan comment di entry aku yang ini dengan menyatakan pendapat kau orang tentang blog aku dan diri aku tak kira kau orang hanya kawan-kawan yang jauh dari aku or kawan-kawan rapat.
Aku tak kisah kau orang nak cakap apa, its your chance to say anything.
Aku bagi peluang kau orang nak cakap apepun sampai jam 9pm nanti.
Aku nak tahu berapa ramai yang benci sangat dengan aku ni kan...and berapa ramai real friends aku yang cukup mengenali aku siapa.
*ouhhh fakers, which is haters yang menyamar jadi blogger, aku kenal siapa...tak payah fake-kan diri tu. show your real self ok*
Aku just nak tahu.
Terlebih dahulu, maaf jika aku pernah buat salah dengan kalian.
Sekian.

p/s: mungkin entry terakhir, tapi sayang lah...urmm my private life has been over-exposed... btw, the more you hate me, the more you read my blog, isn't it hater?